nikki misery : save myself from me

Everlasting Cocksucker

[Riot's POV] 

I woke up with a headache pounding in my temples. Get some drugs you'll be fine, I told myself. I got up, groaning quietly. Coffee. Coffee. Coffee. My head screamed. I adjusted my hoodie and shorts that I slept in. I didn't even bother to see how I looked and got up. 

I walked into the front lounge of the bus, with both the kitchen and sitting room with the tv's and couches. I went and grabbed the paracetamol immediately, although I could barely see. 

"H-Hey Riot." Somebody called out behind me with a raspy tone, indicating they just woke up. It was definitely a guy. I waved behind and took the carton of apple juice from the side of the fridge and a glass from the press. I felt eyes on me from behind and fixed my shorts. I took the paracetamol and put on the kettle for coffee. "Gettin' coffee, Riot?" I heard Steven's gay, happy and definitely awake voice. It made me want to slap him. 

I nodded. I wished someone could call me by my real name. I miss being called- and my thoughts were cut off by someone talking.  "Can I have coffee too?" It was raspy too but definitely not the first voice and I turned out and yelped when I saw who was there, I covered my mouth immediately as the sound came out. 

And there was New Years Day. Half asleep, half awake. Tyler sat sleeping, looking like he just came out of a slaughter house. Like, his clothes were literally ripped and half off. Ashley was asleep, but she looked amazing as always. And then there was Nick, who seemed to be the one that asked me for coffee, and Nikki. He had smudged makeup, and his tank top showed part of his chest. And he was staring at me. I don't see why, i'm just a stupid, mute, retarted fuck. Maybe it's cause you can see my ass from behind. 

Nikki chuckled when I yelped, and that made my cheeks heat up. I nodded to Nick and turned around, getting out the cups. 

"I'll help." Nikki announced and got up. I shook my head. "Why not?" He asked. I sighed and wrote in a notepad, that happened to be near by. It's fine, I can do it. I wrote down. He shook his head. "Nope I'm helping, whether you like it or not." I groaned and continued to make my own coffee. It's too early for this shit.

[Nikki's POV]

She seemed annoyed with me but I really didn't care. Oh I'm such a devil. I made Nick's coffee and some coffee for me, because, why the hell not? Riot stayed up at the counter, leaning against it and drinking her coffee so I went back down to the seats with the two coffees and handed Nick his.

Riot then put her hand up her hoodie, I like where this is going, and she pulled out her phone and opened it. She was totally ignoring the fact I was staring at her.

After a while, Steven and Nick were chatting about Satan knows what, and she had finished her coffee and walked off. I heard somebody mumble something and looked at Ashley. She was waking up. "What the actual fuck?" August then walked over and helped her sit up properly. They're so cute, I thought, maybe they should be a couple.. 

My thoughts were interrupted by Riot walking back in, wearing a black vest that showed her sports bra, I have no problem with that, and black ripped jeans. "Oi, Riot, sweetie we can see your bra," Steven pointed out as if nobody else thought that, she raised an eyebrow and took out her phone, typing something and then looked up. Steven's phone went off with one of those notification sounds. He laughed. I assumed she texted him ??

"What?" Tyler asked, only up a few minutes, clearly. "'Oh no, me? A woman? With boobs? You can see my bra?! Somebody call Victoria, cause her secret is out!'" He read out, laughing. And she snapped her fingers, and I obviously laughed. 

She gasped, confusing the rest of us. She put up her index finger, I assumed indicating one minute. Steven then got another notification, then another one. He looked at it and just looked at her like, 'seriously?' She nodded, laughing fully. "What is it?" I asked. "She said, this is you, then Everlasting Cocksucker by Marilyn Manson.."

And then she snorted. And continued to do so as she laughed, covering her mouth.

Let's just say, Ashley pissed herself.

Alas, we had to leave soon after that to do regular Warped Tour shit. 

But, let's skip that, it was NOT interesting one bit. 

We hung out with The Undead again after all the boring shit. Steven and Nick talked quite a lot, so did August and Ashley. I talked to Anthony and Austin about some bands and stuff we liked. 

Riot then walked out from the bunk area and for some reason she sat beside me, I smiled and waved. "Hey," I greeted her. She returned the smile and waved back. "How are you?" She gave me the hand sign for 'okay' and nodded to me, asking me back I think. "That's good, I'm alright." She nodded. "Maybe we could go out for a walk?" I suggested. She shrugged and grabbed her shoes. 

"What's she doing?" Steven asked me. "We're gonna head out for a walk,"  He looked confused. "Really?" He asked her and she nodded. "Okay.." 

I'm responsible!! ....right?

We went and walked around the Warped campus in silence until someone came up and started taking pictures of us together. 

For fucks sake. 

Riot covered her face and grabbed my hand. Her hands were very soft, you wouldn't think with all those tattoos she had. On her hands alone, she had 'punk rock' tattooed across her knuckles, some writing alone the side, an illuminati triangle eye thing on her left, and the logo for her band beside it then on the other it was a little water colour tattoo of a microphone, and the Marilyn Manson logo.

She interested me quite a lot.

written: 27th of july

published:  1st of december 

i apoligize for the lack up updates, i have chapters written, but school has been a mess and so has homework, and i just can't find time. I'm trying so hard to get more done, just stay with me please. 

thank you so much for reading! have a lovely day!!