Jordan POV
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I will make Perri tell y/n how he feels by the end of the day!Perri POV
—————I can believe Jord did that! I'm so embarrassed. I'll tell y/n how I feel when I'm ready which will probably be never because there's no way she feels the same way.
Y/n POV
—————I'm so nervous it's unreal all that is going round my head is "don't have a panic attack. They already think you're pathetic." But being around Perri I feel safe. Is that normal?
Ash is being really supportive and making me loose some of my nerves and making me laugh.
When Ash plays "sorry not sorry" I start dancing with loads of attitude. Hopefully this will make them see me as less pathetic and weak after my panic attack at their tour! When I finish the boys and even Emily looks shocked.
Emily POV
—————I knew she was good but not THAT good! Her attitude was just incredible I've never seen her dance like that before!
Perri POV
——————Can this girl get any more perfect? Like seriously I can't take my eyes off of her. I am literally just looking at her with this goofy grin. She must think I'm such a creep.
Y/n POV
—————Perri is just starting at my with this stupid grin. It's actually really cute. Did I just think that?! Oh no! The boys started cheering.
"That was incredible! What's next?!" Ash shouted over the cheering.
"Jazz?" I responded "I have my music all on my iPod for everything else" I said as I slipped on my jazz shoes
I plugged in my iPod and got lights camera action ready and got into position.
Again the boys were stunned.
Perri POV
——————I fall more in love with y/n as time goes by.
Y/n POV
—————"How's about acro next?" I ask
"Sure! I can't wait to see this!" Ash replied and got ready to play my music again and I pull of my jazz shoes and replace them with my foot thongs.
The boys looked gobsmacked as I heard a chorus of different variations of "wow your so bendy!" And " that was awesome what are you doing next?"
"Ballet then tap? I say changing into my pointe shoes. I would show lyrical but you've already seen me do that."
"Sounds great y/n!" Ash said back
Ashley POV
——————-This girl is crazy talented she is so versatile and is great at every style it's amazing.
Y/n POV
—————Once I had put my pointe shoes on o quickly warmed up my feet in them and got
Into position. The boys watching carefully to see how I can actually go on pointe
After my pointe solo I went over to change into my tap shoes. I heard Warren shout "that looks so painful how the bloody hell do you do that?!!" The rest of the boys mummered agreements with him apart from Perri who came over and watched me change my shoes. When I took my shoes off my feet were bleeding slightly so I grabbed a plaster out of my bag and put on my socks and tap shoes. " are you seriously dancing while your feet are bleeding" Perri shouted surprised
"Yep of course I am why? What's wrong with my feet bleeding?"
"It's not exactly normal is it unless you cut it on something sharp!"
" oh it's normal alright for a ballet dancer hence not being fazed by the blood like you" I laughed
"Oh Okay then. Sorry for worrying" Perri said blushingAwww he cares about me that is really sweet especially because he is my idol.
Perri POV
—————Well I just embarrassed myself in front of my crush! I have no hope now in getting her! Ever!
I turn to walk away.
"Where are you going!" She called after me
"To sit and watch your tap routine"
"Oh yeah right of course"She's so beautiful when she's confused. Damn it she's beautiful anyway.
Y/n PoV
————I get into position and smash my tap solo. Tap, ballet and lyrical are my strongest areas. Acro is definitely my weakest. Commercial and street probably come is second with musical theatre then Jazz in 3rd.
I stop at the end out of breath and the boys and Emily just stood up and cheered.
Wow a standing ovation from diversity! Like THE diversity. I laughed at their reactions." that was insane!!! Your feet didn't stop moving how are you not dead right now!?!" Perri laughed
" I bet you would give her cpr if she was though wouldn't you!!" Jordan laughed.
WHAT!! I thought . Perri didn't look very impressed." so that was incredible y/n. Now boys which styles do you want y/n to teach us?" Ash piped up before things got anymore awkward.
The 2 styles that everyone chose was tap and ballet so we decided I would teach tap today and ballet another day which gives me an excuse to see them again.
The boys seemed to pick Tap up very quickly probably because of having to really focus on the beats and music like you do for street. I was so impressed by Perri " that's it guys that's brilliant one last time so I can record it then we're done" I shouted over the music at 8:30pm
"Well done guys and thank you so much y/n for teaching us and showing us what you can do. That was definitely tiring but a lot of fun!" Ash said . I blushed as he mentioned my name and a huge grin appeared on my face. "So then how's about a Nando's everyone?" He finished
I looked at Emily who nodded. "Girls?" Perri asked
"Yeah we'd love to come" Emily responded knowing I was to nervous to say so. " that's great let's go" Ash said.At Nando's I sat between Perri and Jordan and Emily sat between Warren and Terry. I talked to Perri all night until a huge crowd of fans came in and I felt my anxiety rise. Oh shoot. Emily gave me a worried look and asked "do you need to go outside of a moment" Em asked. I nodded a squeezed by Jordan and ran out I stood with my back against the window of the restaurant and heard the door open and there was stood Perri!!
A/n- so this might be the last part for a week because I'm good on holiday in 2 days . Thank you all so much for all of our comments it means the world ❤️
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Perri & Anxiety : A wild ride
FanficY/n suffers from anxiety which brings her and her idol close together but will her Anxiety put too much of a strain on their relationship?