V ~ Emotionless. Broken.

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~Mikey's POV~

"Maybe I should." Y/n said quieter. Hearing her say that made my heart sink. Why am I being so harsh to her? She walked away without saying anything else. I wanted to call out to her but I couldn't find my voice. Both Frank and Ray were staring at me, dumbfounded. I watched her as she walked up to Tyler. I couldn't hear what she was saying, but she soon walked passed him and to the exit. Gee tried calling after her but she didn't stop. I watched as she walked out. On her own.

Gerard soon came running over to me. Worry was coating his face.

"Where the hell is she going?" Gerard demanded. I still couldn't find my voice.

"Mikey talk!" Gee yelled while shaking my shoulders.

"She actually left." I muttered. "I made her leave."

"Why the hell did you make her leave?! Where the fuck is she going?" Gerard continued to demand.

"I was being petty. I got mad at her for hanging with Tyler. God dammit I'm an asshole!" I screamed while kicking the hockey table. Doing so, I gained a few shocked stares. I brushed it off and dug my face into my hands.

"Mikey she's fucking suicidal! Did that not come to mind when you were yelling at her to leave!" Gee whisper yelled at me.

"She's what?" Frank asked in confusion. Nice going Gee.

"I need to find her before she does something reckless." I said while sudden realization sunk in. My feet started running to the door, causing me to end up pushing people aside on the way. But that didn't matter. All that matters is that I find her. Gee was hot on my tail.

"Go right. I'll go left." I said while running out the door. Who knows which way she could have gone. I don't care who does, but someone needs to find her. The only thing that is going through my mind right now is flashbacks to the first night we met her. How she was running. And we were chasing. It's happening all over again.

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We've been looking for over an hour. She's still no where to be seen. The four of us are sitting on the side of a street that had a large pizzeria across from it. Looking around, I noticed this is the street down from the one we found her on. Gee and I got pizza from there that night. I remember that I had left my phone in there, so that's why Gee was so far ahead of me. I remember looking at this scared girl who was shaking in Gee's arms. I remember feeling her slam into my chest and fight against me. I refused to let her go, no matter how hard she cried and pleaded. Once she calmed down and let me hold her, I knew right then and there that I never wanted to let her go. Now I realize that I failed to do so. I pushed her away. Now shes gone.

I buried my head into my hands once again in disappointment. I failed my promise to her. I promised that I wouldn't let her get hurt. I promised her that she would be safe with me. I promised her that I cared about her. 

"Mikes." Frank said cautiously. I slowly raised my head to see what he needed.

"What."

"Look. There. I think that's her." Frank said while pointing to an alley way across the street. There she was. I sprung up to my feet in joy. She's alive. 

I ran right through the street to get to her. Luckily it was a red light so the cars were stopped. A few cars honked at me as I slid across their hoods. The honks caused y/n to look over at me. Once she saw me, she began running again. I refused to let her go this time. I kept running and running until I was yards away from her. I could almost grab her arm. Luckily I was faster than her so I could catch up quicker. I reached my arm out to grab a hold of hers. Finally I was close enough to reach her. I caught onto her arm and pulled her into me. Y/n ended up turning around so she was facing me. Just like the first night, she was screaming and crying for me to let her go.

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