authors note~
This story is going to be about 'LILI REINHART' not 'BETTY COOPER'.
I got inspired to write this story because of Lili's body hate she gets on social media every day, also this is my first story so I apologize for any mistakes, hope you enjoy!
*TRIGGER WARING* this story contains eating disorders, self harm, and some strong topics, if you are easily triggered please take this into consideration.💓
Lili's POV
When?
When will I be perfect?
When will I have a tiny waist, or a thigh gap?
When will I be as pretty as the models on magazines?
...When will I be happy with myself?
I stare at my bedroom mirror disgusted with the girl I see on the reflection
"You are a fucking mistake" I tell to myself
I walk into the bathroom and start looking in the cabinets for my blade
"There you are, you never fail on me"
I grab the sharp object and start pressing on my wrist next to my other scars
"Should I go deeper?" I ask myself
The thought of all my problems going away with just one deep cut seems amazing right now.
"Not today." I say to myself beginning to play with my blade
Once I finish cutting, I hide my blade, clean up my wrists and put some thin bandages on.
I head downstairs to find Cami cooking
"Morning" says Cami smiling
"Morning"
Me and Cami have been living together since we started filming again.
"Want some breakfast?" asks Cami
"No thanks, I'll grab something at a Mc Donald's" I lied
"Again?" Cami asked suspiciously
Damnit the McDonald's excuse is getting old
"If you don't like my cooking it's totally fine you could just say it" says Cami with a pout
"Nooooo not at all, your cooking is great!" I say
"Well in that case.." Cami says excitedly
"WANT SOME OF MY FAMOUS PANCAKES?!?"
"They are not famous" I say laughing.
"Yes they are"
"No they are not"
"Yes"
"No"
YOU ARE READING
almost is never enough
FanfictionLili Reinhart began to have a lot of body hate since she started her career, what happens when she lets her inner demons get the best of her. *COMPLETED*
