almost is never enough

9

Lily's POV

Cole left me.

I can't believe it.

I have so many emotions going through me in this moment

I don't know what to feel

So I just run

I run away from Cole's house

I run away from everything

Cami's POV

I'm watching TV on the living room when suddenly I hear a door open. Lily enters the house exhausted with mascara all over her cheeks, she stares at my eyes for 2 seconds and just runs upstairs.

I had no idea what just had happened so I run after her but she slams her bedroom door shut.

"Lily?" I ask

She doesn't respond

"Can you tell me what happened, I can help." I say hoping she would open

No response

I comprehend that she is not gonna open the door anytime soon so I head downstairs to make some food for Lily.

I make some grilled cheese and go upstairs and knock on her door.

"Lily, please let me in"

She doesn't answer

I sigh and put the food outside the door

"I'm gonna leave some food outside your room okay?" I say not expecting an answer and leaving

Lily's POV

I'm heartbroken. I have never experienced this pain before, nothing has ever hurt like this. I loved him so much, he was my everything. I don't know what I'm gonna do without him.

I know Cami is worried about me but I don't care about anything anymore.

I am so mad at myself, I lost the love of my life because I wasn't perfect enough.

I need to punish myself.

I head to the bathroom and grab my blade and cut on both my arms and legs

When I feel satisfied I wash down the blood and go sleep on my bed.

6 days later

Cami's POV

It been 6 days and Lily has not comed out of her room, I'm extremely worried and haven't been able to get her to come out. 

I decide that I finally need to ask someone to help me with this problem.

I arrive at KJ's house and knock on the door. He opens his door and greets me with a hug, we enter his house and sit on the counter

"KJ I need to talk to you" I say

"Sure what is it"

"It's about Lily"

Worry replaces his bright smile