Alexa noticed that I didn't look too good. She walked over and asked me if I was okay.
"I-I don't know." I was trying not to cry, I guess. Everyone started to crowd around me when they heard my voice crack. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I turned, locked the door and immediately fall to the ground with my back to the door. Why me? Why couldn't I just stay happy for once? I guess I had to ask him about it.
To: Shane- Do you have feelings for Marissa.
I wanted to be straight forward, I wasn't looking to beat around the bush.
1 New Message: Shane- I don't know, if I do they're new, I just don't know.
Was he joking? He didn't know? That honestly, wasn't a good enough answer for me at the moment. My sadness was turning into anger.
To: Shane- What do you mean that you don't know? Do you still like me?
At this point, did it matter? Marissa obviously already took him from me.
1 New Message: Shane- Yes, I do still like you. I just, kinda like her too.
To: Shane- I'm not gonna be an option, so you gotta pick. It's either me or her.
I wanted him to choose me, obviously. But something told me that it was going to be her.
1 New Message: Shane- I need time to think.
So I gave him time, plenty of time. I didn't ask for a while and then I realized who he had chosen. Suddenly, he was becoming a lot meaner to me and was telling me he hated talking to me and I was annoying him. Eventually, he stopped talking to me altogether. That was when I realized. He picked her.
