Nobody Knows(August Alsina Story)

Bad decisions.

August pov;

Kidd started to curse me out. I mean I deserve it I just wanted to have fun that all. I guess I pushed it to far. I do mess with to many women but its like I can't stop even if its for the girl I'm in love with. I think my heart is with Katrina but Kidd will I always be my heart and my soul. I sat at the kitchen table looking at her walking back and forth and talking. I just looked and listened to everything she said. I really understand where she coming from I really did hurt her and I'm sorry am really am. Its just that I can't stop its to many beautiful women out here and I'm one man and Kidd is all lady. Sometimes I wonder sometimes what my mom said. Is I'm really in love with her and ready to marry her? I dont wanna leave her while she's with child and she had kj. Lonnie and her grandma and mom is gone and I'm doing this. I should be disappointed in my self which I am. Damn i ain't mean it. Baby girl I'm sorry.

"Aug are you listening?" Kidd said standing in front of me.

"...Mmh ohh yea I am" I said grabbing her waist.

"No your not Aug." She crossed her arms.

"I'm sorry baby girl I'm really am forgive me." I poked out my lip.

"Why should I?"She looked at me with pain in her eyes.

"Because god says its better to forgive than to forget." I kissed her lips.

"Eww your lips taste like alcohol!" She started laughing at me.

"There's that smile.. I don't wanna hurt you or anything ever again if it will take that smile away." I picked her up bridal style and took her in the room. I put her on the bed and started kissing her. I knew when I started kissing her I knew she was my woman. I could hold her and kiss her all day. I dont wanna just have sex with her all the time. I wanna start a family and have her in my arms everyday while she's sleep or just came home from a long day of work. She the one I'll eat the box for cause she's my baby and that's more than a side line girl she's my team mate, bestfriend, ride or die and my future wife.

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Kidd pov;

I love it when he tease me even though me and ray not talking in that way anymore he's also happy about this baby I'm having. Its crazy that its parents are not together and have to live in separated houses. August is my everything sometimes I feel like am I being played for love. What guy you know that will stick with you for a baby that aint even his and to make his relationship to work. When you find that guy come find me. I started to smile because he was taking care of me today and I was excited. He cooked dinner and bathe kj and but him to bed. He ran me some bath water and let me get in he also climb inside the tub and I sat on his lap. It was funny because he kept throwing soap on me and was washing me up. I felt like a baby which I am his baby. I smiled and kissed him cause I knew to him and in his eyes no one could not take my place.

"Baby stop blowing soap at me its getting in my eyes." I started to get mad.

"Stop whining all the time." He got out and got us a towel and se dried off. I put on some boy shorts under wear and one of his big shirts. I got into the bed and we watch some tv. I went go sleep but Aug stayed up on the phone he did heard a knock at the door.

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August pov;

I was walking to the door when I heard a knock. I opened the door and I seen ray looking at me like he had something to say I stepped outside with him and let him talk.

"Wassup?" I said waiting on him to respond.

"Kidd woke?" He said lost.

"Naw why wassup?" I said getting angry?

"I wanted to tell her that I'm living Chicago and ion know when the next time imma be back." he said serious.

"So what you gonna leave her with a baby on her own?" He said mad.

"I mean she got you." Ray said standing in front of Aug. Aug than punch ray in the face.

"Dont come back!" He said shutting she door. I than walked back in the room thinking about what I'm suppose to tell Kidd. I whisper in her ear and I kissed her. Man I swear I love this girl ion know what imma do with out her.

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