Give me love

Birthday sex | 2

Present

Friday September 13, 2018

Andy - age 27
Niall - 29

Today was Niall's birthday he's turning 29. I had planned on setting a nice romantic night when he got home from work.

I cleaned our house and ordered food for lunch which was delivered to his office.

I revived a text that read:

'Thank you for the lunch babe. But Liam took me out to eat today .' I frowned.

The first two years of our marriage was full of non-stop sex. I even tried to convince him that maybe we should try to get pregnant. He said 'no one more year.'

So I waited. And the year had come and when I brought it up on our anniversary he said to wait. And I've waited and waited and now we are on our 5th year of marriage and he doesn't want to have a baby.

Which I guess I'm fine with, his schedule is busy most of the time. Niall was an accountant to major
Companies and it was a lot of pressure. Lately we haven't had sex at all because he's always tired or never in the mood. Even when I try to tag along with him when he goes to the bar with Liam or Zayn he sort of shoos me off and I end up taking a lyft home and sleeping alone. He eventually gets home smelling like booze and he seems to be the man at the top of the world while I just want my husband.

I, on the other hand was convinced by him that it was okay to be a stay at home wife it would prepare me to be a mother, Yet I have no kids.

Niall tells me that he just feels that I am safer here. On the side I design furniture and clothes as well, that gives me some income and freedom as well. He's okay with that because it doesn't require me to be out all the time.

I think he's jealous or feels that I might find something or someone else. But I've reassured him I have eyes for no one but him. He never listens.

I love Niall with all my heart that's why it's so easy for me to just be nonchalant to a lot of things he says. But sometimes I wonder just wonder what it feels like to have a baby. Or use my degree in fashion and marketing, maybe I could own a business or become a business partner. I envy my friends when one of them yells at the top of their lungs that they are expecting. I get angry and I come home and i scream because it's never my turn.

But hopefully tonight I could convince him. I bought nice lingerie and a robe that was so soft, I shaved my legs and moisturized my body. It was around 8 when the door opened.

"Hi babe." I walk to the door and greet him with a kiss.

"Hey honey." He smiled

"How was work?" I asked as we walked in the room he took off his blazer running his hands through his now naturally brown hair.

"It was good, we finally closed the account with the smiths and it went better then expected." He lets out a deep breath.

"That's good." I walks towards him wrapping my arms around his torso. I untuck his white shirt and slide my hands into he pants touching him. Hoping he would reciprocate the feeling.

"Stop Andy." He demandes but I continued sliding my hand in his boxers.

"Andy stop." He says in a stern voice

"Please Niall." I beg.

"What Andy?" He yelled and I flinched pulling my self back.

"I just want to love you, show you how much I care. And every time I do it's a god damn problem. You push me away you don't wanna fuck me you don't want kids so what the hell do you want?!" I yelled crying.