Give me love

Love | 9

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I knocked on the door once more and harry smoothly came to open the door and he smiled once he saw me.

"Hey again." He was dressed this time.

"What if I ask Niall for a divorce?!" I didnt even hesitate I looked at the confusion on his face.

"What are you saying?"

"I'm tired of it I'm tired of how he treats me and I don't want to be with him anymore." I took a deep breath and then felt my eyes fill up water.

"Don't cry, just breath think about it do you really want to do this." He held my face between his hands.

"You don't want to be with me do you?" I said pushing through the tears. He didn't answer and I move away from him.

"That's fine if you don't, I'm doing this for myself I can't do it anymore. I better go" i grab my purse and walk out he doesn't say anything and that's what hurts the most.

I drove home and took a shower and climbed into bed right after, the sun was still out but I was so tired and drained I just drifted off.

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I was shaking and I woke up confused, wondering what time it was and why I was shaking. I opened my eyes to see Niall shaking me telling me to wake up, looking outside it was dark.

"Let's go talk in the kitchen." That was all he said and I rubbed my eyes and walked behind him to the kitchen.

"I'm sorry." He rubbed his face and ran his fingers through his hair.

"I can't keep doing this you know right?" He looked shocked

"What do you mean?" He spoke in a calm voice but I knew he was close to loosing it

"I. Can't. Do. This. Anymore. I'm tired of waiting for you to be the man I married or be the man I need, I want us to separate." I looked him dead in the eye with no expresión

"No." He blinked

"I'm not asking you."

"I don't give a fuck, no." He was getting mad

"Again I'm not fucking asking you."

"When did you grow balls Andy? are you fucking stupid you are not leaving me and we aren't getting a divorce."

"Niall, why aren't you listening to me?" I wasn't upset or anything I was just done

"Because do you hear your self, come on with out me you're nothing you sit here all day and do shit. You should be lucky I even keep you around." He yelled

"You!!! Keep me here, won't let me leave like a fucking prisoner. I'm said it's over im getting somethings  and I'm going to a hotel." I start walking away and he grips my arm so hard I can feel it bruise

"You aren't going any where."

"You're hurting me Niall." There is no getting through to him right now

"I don't give a fuck." So I did what in my head would help me get out of this.

I start pushing away from him and I lifted up my hand and slap him, which after that I realized maybe I shouldn't have. So in a blink of an eye I see him raise his fist and I never see it come down I only feel it and with a loud thud I fall.

It slowly spreads the pain to my cheek and eye, if almost feels like my face is on fire. I don't say a word I'm too shocked to speak to even move but I keep my eyes on him and he starts to touch my face and I flinch.

"Andy I'm so sorry." I back away from him

"Get away from me." I stand up slowly

"I love you."

"If this is what love is I don't want it anymore." I walk into the guest room and lock the door behind me I start crying and crying until I was out of breath. And feel asleep