Give me love

Dirty girl | 7

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Niall ended up showing up at 6 am in the same clothes smelling disgusting, He passed out on the coach. I struggle to get him to the bed with him not helping me but after huffing and puffing I finally get him up I lay him down and just continue with my Sunday morning.

I think about what happened about how I asked Harry to kiss me and how he did it. I run my fingers on my lips, I was trying to find a reason why maybe because he was just there or maybe because he makes me feel a different way. But what ever the reason was it wasn't right It just wasn't, I loved Niall I wanted to be with Niall but there is always a problem with him not matter what. I was so confused I was so hurt and I know I couldn't and wouldn't ever say anything again.

I walk up stairs look for my purse I take off the ring harry gave me and put on my engagement ring and my wedding ring. I put his ring in a little jewelry box and place it in my drawer, trying to convince my self that this wasn't real.

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At 5 pm Niall wakes up and groans loudly and as if he's in pain. I go to check on him and he's holding his head.

"Hey there is Advil and water next to you." I point to the medication I left

"Thanks." I just walk out the room, even tho he did hurt my feeling and my pride he was at the end of the day my husband and I wanted him to be okay.

"Andy." He says as I'm about to reach the stairs.

"Yeah?" I say just standing there.

"Come here." I walk back into the room and he pats the bad.

"Listen I'm sorry about yesterday, it just made me angry because everyone can see you." Here he goes again

"Niall baby, I love you but it's getting out of hand. This isn't the first time this has happened this is why we don't go to clubs anymore, what you didn't yesterday really hurt my feelings because I'm trying to dance for you yet you thinkQ is for everyone else." I shed a tear.

"Don't cry hon, I promise I'm trying okay and I will try to control my anger but right now I want to control this headache." I close the Curtains and just walk out closing the door behind me.

*

I spend the day alone like always I check in on him and he's asleep I grab my phone and sit on the couch turning on my Hulu watching 'a good doctor.'

2 unread messages.

Harry: hey can we talk.

Harry: about yesterday.

Me: I don't know. what i did was wrong it was my fault I'm sorry.

I delete the conversation and just keep watching tv, it starts getting late and I'm getting tired. Changing into my night clothes and getting under the covers and I hear Niall get up to get into the shower he leaves the room. I eventually fall asleep I never hear him even come back to bed.

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The next morning I wake up and he's already gone for work and the cycle starts again.