Diary Of An Undercovered Bisexual - All The Boys I Secretly Fell In Love With

Dear Diary

If you decided, for whatever reason, that you should read this, you are probably a little bit like me, in some little ways at least.

If nothing else, you saw a book titled like this and decided that you should read it.

So, for anyone reading this, let me tell you something: 

Being bisexual is a lot harder than it sounds.

I believe I have it easy, easier than many other people at least. My parents don't know about it, but most of my friends do and they are all super supportive. 

Still, I get a bit freaked out when I talk about boys to anyone. I can joke about it, I can say some serious things, mostly I joke about it. But I can never really say everything that I feel. I guess that I am scared of some of these emotions, and I could never say them. So I figured it would be easier for me to write them. 

If you care to go on with this 'book' here's what you should expect. 

This book will be my diary. That means that it's going to be my place to express my feelings. I won't turn it into a 'my-life-sucks-and-feel-the-urge-to-rant-about-it-to-the-people-on-the-internet' kind of book. My life is pretty great, thank you very much. 

Expect to read a lot about my daydreams about these boys, because that's what I do, I dream up perfect scenarios (a fair number of these scenarios are M rated, so prepare yourself for that). I believe that I am not the only one who does this.

I'm not going to put up my real name, or the real names of any of these boys (honestly, I don't even know how all of them are called...). 

So, every boy will get a fake name, and I'll probably write about some boys multiple times, you know, when you like somebody you don't just stop thinking about them after few days.

As for me, let's say that my name is Brian (fake, obviously).

You'll have to pick up everything else as we go, but it won't be that hard. I'll try to be honest and raw and not hide a part of this, and I hope that somebody will feel easier after reading this because they are not the only ones who feel this way.