Stutter~ Ryden (Finished)

12.

Should I?

Or shouldn't I?

I held my phone in my hands.
Should I call him?

What if he doesn't pick up, or he just doesn't wanna talk. Maybe he wants to ignore me.

I sighed and fell on my bed. I can't be sure if he picks up, but I can be sure that he will talk to me, if he stands right in front of me.

I stood up and made my way to ryans house. My hands began to sweat and the short walk, turned out to be a 30- minute walk, because I turned around a few times.

After the fifth time I turned around again I sighed and just stood still. I don't even have the balls to face him.

I don't know what I'm going to tell him when I'm there. I haven't thought of that yet.

Should I apologise? But for what? I don't really know why I should feel sorry, but I had the feeling I have to. I was the one pushing him away and walking home crying, followed by my mental breakdown. Ok, maybe I have a reason to apolo-

"Brendon, why are you walking back and forth?", a familiar voice asked behind me.

"I-Im n-not", I stuttered seeing Ryan standing right in front of me.

"You are. I saw you for the past fifteen minutes walking back and forth", he chuckled.

"Oh", I mumbled looking at the ground.

"Actually I just wanted to go to you, till I remembered I dont even know where you live so I stayed here for the past twenty minutes till I saw you coming", he said scratching his neck.

"R-really? I-I w-wanted t-t-to a-ap-apologise", I stuttered even harder than normal. I immediately felt the heat in my cheeks, why can't I just talk normal?

"For what? I should apologise, I ignored you these past weeks, and I caused all of this. I don't know what you had to do with this boy, but I'm sorry for mentioning it", he said stepping closer.

I didn't respond to him, it wasn't his fault, or was it? I mean, he caused my mental breakdown, but I was the person who had the mental breakdown.

"I-Its f-fine", I said giving him a small smile.

"Really?"

"Really."

He narrowed his eyes, but I didn't know why.

"You didn't stutter", he said with a bright smile.

My eyes widened and I just grinned.

"Wanna go to my house? We can talk a bit and everything", he said.

I nod and we went to his. I didn't even notice the weird faces people around us made, no, I just saw Ryan next to me.

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