And I told her about everything. That Richard and his friends bullied me and Pete for a long time and what actually happened in the forest that day. I also told her about Ryan and me. That I like him, very much and that I think I like guys.
While we talked Ava came home and listened. The whole talk she hugged me and Ryan held my hand. He never let go of me then.
Everyone cried, even dad when he came home. He hugged me tight and told me that he's sorry that he wasn't a better dad for me. I forgave him.
The only thing I didn't mention was that Sam was one of my bullys with brent, but he told me when we were alone that he's sorry. He said he made it to feel himself better, eventhough I told really knew how this should help. I also forgave him.
Then we went to the police and told them everything about Richard, who got arrested, I don't know for how long, it didn't matter to me.
I continued my psychology-wednesdays with Danielle, Ryan's mother and my stutter is nearly gone. Really I can talk like a normal person now! I'm really proud of me.
Now I also have a driving licence, I already had the car before but I'm happy I can drive it now. Ryan is too scared to drive, he said he'll let me drive if he needs anything.
Oh, and at school I'm not the weird kid anymore, it kinda changed when Brent came up to me in the middle of the hallway and told me he's sorry and that it's ok if I don't forgive him. He told me he won't hurt me anymore so I also forgave him.
I still visit Pete every year on his deathday, Ryan is always with me there. It still hurts, but I got over it, like Ryan said, he never really left. I still have him in my heart.
Jon and Spencer are now my and ryans best friends, we're inseparable! I'm happy I have all of them, I think I couldn't be more happy.
And now you're probably asking what happened with Ryan and me, right? Well he asked me out to a few dates and he finally asked me to be his boyfriend. He's the best guy I ever met in my whole life and I love him from the bottom of my heart, I couldn't think of a life without him. He saved me. I proposed to him under the big tree we used to be as kids, well as teenagers. Of course he said yes, and we're married now for over two years, incredible right? How everything can turn out.
And what am I doing now? Well, now I'm laying next to my husband in our own house looking at the moonlight.
Thank god I found somebody to love....
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Oh jesus.... its over.... its the end, and I don't know, I kinda like it. What do you think about the end?
and like I said, you can also check out my other story, it's longer and and I really love it.
What do you think of the whole story?
I will just publish a 'thank you' chapter, but the story is over. I don't really want to write too much.
So, thank you guys
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Stutter~ Ryden (Finished)
Fanfiction*short chapters, finished* "B-bye Ryan", I whispered after he was gone. I smiled to myself because I managed to say his name out without stuttering.