Change is coming. Lots of it. So many loose ends are being tied up in my life that it's peculiar. But there's still something missing. My dreams told me that.
Sarabella, Jaylin, Jason. Loose ends i must address before i step out and try on a new face. People I must address. They come to me when I sleep so I must join them in the waking life and atone for my mistakes. 10 years ago or 1, mistakes are mistakes.
My God has forgiven me so they don't have to. But it sure would be a comfort in my heart if they did...all of them. Especially a certain few.
I feel as if this is what God wants right now. To go seek them out and show them an apology in some way...then whatever comes next I'll trust God with.
