You never will read this. If by some miracle you do then well...I hope you've read it all. Past parts. Half of all I write is because of you.
But I keep my distance.
I'm proud of you. If I could change things...I wouldn't seek what I sought in the past. I would wanna be your best friend and watch you become happy and old, live a long life.
I've never forgotten you. Not the good, not the bad, but I have no ill feelings towards you. I'm happy I saw you. I'm happy we met. No matter what it cost, it gave me so much more.
Peace be with you...And when I'm gone don't you disappear. Always be better than me, the same way you've been since we met.
