With love, death.
Where do I go?
There is no place to stay.
I do not belong
There is no time to waste
Can you help me somehow?
Hide me from it anyhow?
Sadness and hurt
Find me again
Is there no place I can run, where they cannot follow?
What do they want?
Love I do not have,
Never got any, to give away.
Hate I do not know
Forgiveness always finds a way.
Grudges I cannot keep
I don’t know why
I wither, this chase weakens me.
My defences are crumbling,
They are too weak.
Why do they follow?
Why don’t they just leave me?
Loneliness I cherish
Is that normal? Is something wrong?
I cannot help it
In this world
I do not belong.
I do not believe
In divine ones and love.
There are no such things.
Nothing can save me
No, no one can,
Salvation is death
But is to die to be forgotten?
Never remembered?
Not even mourned?
How is this life worth living?
What is so special?
Nothing matters
No one is significant
There is no purpose
Just lust and greed
Is this world hell
And is the only escape death?
I cannot escape
Death and I donot belong
He does not embrace
Why though?
Does he despise me too?
No he can’t for we are similar
We free them, help them
And instead get what? Only fear.
There is no friendship
There is no love
Nobody would talk
If they did not want stuff
Love is supposed to be powerful
Then why, tell me
Does it lose to greed
Lust, and above all
Hate?
But can love conquer death?
Death is all powerful
He wins in every battle
He rejoices in every war
He is the path to salvation
And life is hell for all.
Then why does one fear death so?
Why doesn’t he get respect?
Is life an illusion?
Are we even truly alive?
We cannot love
We donot know how to
We only hate
That’s all we do.
True love is that which embraces
Embraces it all-even death? I wish.
Now I believe, yes, now I do.
True love is there,yes
It is. I think I know it
I have found it now
And now there is no sadness
No fear, only hope.
Now I love, what I can never get
Now I love, the one thing I respect
I think I’m in love with death.
