Some days I don't know what to say
So I say nothing at all.
Some days I don't know what to feel
So I cut my emotions off.
Some days I wake up feeling gray
So I paint myself yellow.
Some days are just hard.
Does it make me a bad person if I feel sad on those hard days?
Does it make me a sad person?
Some days I am ecstatic
So I share it with other people
But when I share with other people they think something is wrong.
They ask me:
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"You don't have to fake a smile."
When they say these things I am taking back.
I am happy! What do you mean by these things?!
Some days I am happy!
But the world brings me down by asking why I'm so happy.
It makes no sense!
Am I that sad to you?
Do you not trust me when I say I am happy?
If not, please do.
I don't fake happiness to please you.
