Unconditionally

Forgive, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could

A/N: Hey , my lovlies ..... first of all UNCONDITIONALLY HAS REACHED ABOUT 1.6K READS... it's all because of you guys and I LOVE YOU ALL for all the support you guys have given to this book.

And I know I am shitty at updates but i'll try to update more and since you guys have been waiting for so long for his update . Hell it has been more than a month ... so here is the update for all you special peeps

P.S : I SHOULD BE STUDYING RIGHT NOW CUZ MY EXAMS START IN TWO DAYS OR I SHOULD RATHER SAY 32 HOURS BUT SINCE YOU GUYS ARE FANTASTIC , HERE IS YOUR UPDATE

and i know the name of this chappy is quiet cheezy but they are the lyrics of a song that fit this chappy perfectly

songs for this chapter :

Not ready to make nice - Dixie Chicks

Forgiveness - Mathew West

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Couldn't he be more corny ? A smile crept on my face as I read that note again and again . I am still standing by my locker grinning like an idiot . I finally decide to go back to my dorm and when I turn back I find Luke leaning on his knees and holding his ears .

"What do you think you're doing ?" I ask

"Listen Veronica , I know I've been a jerk to you by behaving all bi-polar and stuff but I am really sorry for all my deeds and I hope you forgive me as You're a very kind , sweet , lovely and a forgiving person. So , will you forgive me and give me a chance to make it up to you ? "

"Luke, you always mess things up . All I can remember from the first time we met to up-til now is you making up for your mistakes and don't get me wrong , I appreciate all your efforts but I don't wanna get hurt anymore because I just can't take it anymore . since the day I've met you , you've always acted bi-polar or moody . "

"I know , but I am trying "

" I agree on that but I just can't , I am sorry "

With that said I turned on my foot and started walking towards my dorm fighting not to cry as I hear him calling my name out . I know I've hurt him a lot more than he had hurt me , but I have to maintain  my distance from him for both my and his benefit.

We just can't go to and fro again and again . It's not good for us .

I reached my dorm and knocked at the door waiting for Alex to open the door . I feel like a water balloon that's just about to burst . Their are a thousand emotions tham I am feeling right now because of him . I was never this week , I always kept my emotions , my feelings to myself I didn't even share my feelings with my parents .

Alex opened the door grinning

" How was your date with lover boooy..... wait are you crying ? "

My hand reached my cheek and I could feel the wetness on my palm . I was indeed crying and I didn't even realize it . 

I tried to form a coherent sentence but I instead I burst open into heavy sobs that were uncontrollable .

Alex hugged me and took me inside . she sat with me on m bed comforting me by rubbing my shoulder . She then offered me a glass of water.

" What happened Roni ? Did he try to do something ? You can tell me "

The water helped with my sobs as I took in a huge gulp

" He didn't show up at the cafeteria , I  wasted my break waiting there for him to show up but he never did . I was angry.. "

" You had to be angry I mean this is no way "

" I am not finished yet , I was in my history class when he came in my class and told my professor that the principal was calling me . "

"OH BOY ! Did she call you "

" No , He used fake passes just to apologize but he got moody and told me that he expected me to be different than the other girls he had met but I  was not better than them "

" That SOB ! How dare he ?"

" Then the hall monitor caught us  in the middle of the hall bickering and asked for our hall passes . Luke being Luke didn't get the date right on the passes and both of us got detention "

"HOLY MOLY ."

" Indeed . Then at detention and after detention he tried to apologize and he also gave me this "

I showed her that teady bear he had given me 

" Aww that's kinda sweet  so what happened next ? "

" I told him that he always hurts me and I am done with it and that I just can't take it anymore  "

I started crying again as I remembered my harsh words and Alex hugged me  trying to comfort me 

"Shhhh. It's alright "

" I don't Know Alex , I think I might have feelings for him but I am not sure if They are good or bad because he just messes up my brain to such a level that I can't even think straight and I don't think that I can handle all this so, I am gonna keep my distance from him "

" It's fine if you have feelings for him , just take some time to think about it till it's all clear to you "

I looked at her and gave her a sad smile 

" Roni , I am not gonna let you sulk all day because of your messed up feelings about it So, we are going SHOPPING !! get ready c'mon "

" No, I don't think.."

" NO BUTS MISSY . We are going and that's final "

"Okay miss dominator "