fire & gasoline ~ jenzie

~jump~

~2 weeks later~
she has left their house and is back at hers.
Mackenzie

i still don't know where me and johnny stand. we told each other our feelings but he hasn't made a move.

lauren invited me over to go swimming then spend the night. i'm lowkey hoping me and johnny avoid each other at all costs, because i want to be mad at him.

but he's so freaking hard to be mad at. those green eyes, perfects abs, perfect personality. i mean he can't get any more perfect.

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i finished packing up my bag for laur's house and walked downstairs to slip on my vans and grab my keys off the counter to leave.

i hopped in my g-wagon and put the key in the ignition. a/n: i don't remember if i said she could drive, if i didn't pretend she does

i drove literally down the block to their house. i literally could have walked but i didn't want to carry my bag.

once i pulled into their driveway, i texted lauren that i was here and she met me outside. i opened the back door, grabbed my bag and walked in.

as soon as i walked in the door i saw johnny and hayden through the glass door off the kitchen already in the pool.

"laur they're here too?"

"i thought you would be happy we're hanging with john?"

"i am, i mean i guess, but i'm sort of mad at him."

"now why is that?" she shot me the most confused look.

"we told each other our feelings and he had yet to make a move."

"oh, well lets not wory about it and just have fun!"

"alright."

we walked upstairs to sit my stuff down on her bed. she was already changed so she went downstairs to get us some snacks and drinks to take outside whilst i changed.

i walked downstairs and saw johnny in the kitchen instead of lauren.

"j-john where did laur go?"

"outside with hayden, see?" he pointed to the two laughing and drinking their water while sitting by the pool.

"oh, ok. i was just gonna grab a water." by now i was feeling super unconcious and nervous just in my bathing suit in front of johnny.

i mean i didn't bring one of my more provacotive one, but this definetly isn't one with the most coverage.

"i can get that for you kenz."

"john i got it."

"no seriously, let me help." he took the glass out of my hands.

"john i said i can do it!" i snatched the glass back and stomped to the refrigerator to pour my ice and water.

he took a step back and finally checked me out and analyzed the situation.

"why are you so upset with me kenzie?"

"is it not obvious john?"

"no."

"well you're clearly the only one."

"what did i do that was so bad kenz?"

i didn't really know if i was ready to tell him, but i figured maybe it could all be settled out and i could fix all of it.

"johnny orlando i freaking love you.. we kissed in your car. i have loved you forever. you told me you felt the same. but you haven't brought it up since."

i took two seconds to breath while watching johnny react. he opened his mouth to speak, closed it then reopened it, but i spoke before he got the chance

"and i have felt so insecure that i wasn't good enough for you, so you found some other girl who you can love more than me."

this time my rant was over. i stood there in complete silence with johnny in front of me for atleast a minute.

i turned around to walk back to the pool, because i started to tear up and didn't want him to see.

as i got to the door handle, johnny grabbed my arm and whipped me back around.

"mackenzie ziegler i didn't want to do this here. i wanted it special, but will you be my girlfriend?"

i was in complete and utter shock.

"you aren't just asking because of the paragraph i ranted right?"

"no i love you and i always have since we met, just didn't really know it."

"well you clearly know i love you as well."

i was crying so hard by this point it wasn't funny.

"is that a yes?"

"hmm."

with that i ran outside and heard him chasing me. just as i got to the edge of the pool i pretended to jump so he would go after me.

but at the last split second i jumped out of the way and watched the gorgeous johnny orlando jump into his pool.

a/n: 2 updates in one day,, what?

sorry this chapter is so bad.

it is like 10 pm.

haha ok imma go now.. BYE