fire & gasoline ~ jenzie

~surprise~

Johnny

i was so upset. i couldn't believe she was actually leaving. i wanted so bad to be mad at her but i knew i couldn't.

she had to go. her mom and sister gave her no choice. i just wish we didn't have to split for her to leave. i'm scared that the boys won't understand.

what if they want me to jump back on the f boy horse. i can say no, they are just really pressuring.

i sat on my couch all depressed when i heard a ding come from my phone. i pulled my phone out of my back pocket to see kenzie's name on the screen.

i was so happy. i'm not even that sure why, but i knew i couldn't go the whole summer without her. i would have to facetime her every night.

kenzie: i'm sorry to bother you. i just wanted to let you know i'm boarding and i miss you already. ily

johnny: ily2 && can't wait until you come home.

i sent the text and slid my phone back in my pocket as i walked up my stairs to go do something with my life. i couldn't mope around all summer.
•••

Mackenzie

"flight 281 to australia boarding now at gate 8."

i walked through the airport with my mom and sister. when we got to the line of security check i texted johnny. i missed him so much already.

i couldn't tell him why i ended things with us. i know better than anyone what an f boy johnny was before he was dating me.

i was just so scared that with me thousands of miles away he would find another girl. i know those are such bad thoughts and i hate myself for thinking them.

i just couldn't.

soon after we went through security check. we were riding first class. when i put my bags in the overhead shelves i pulled out my laptop and airpods and turned on youtube.

i watched my favorite youtubers and soon got tired of that so i turned on friends on netflix. i ship joey & rachel hehe.

i fell asleep after a few episodes and don't remember anything after that besides the flight attendant saying "we have now landed. please grab your bags and exit the plane. thanks for riding with us today."

i sat up, stretched and sort of groaned. i didn't want to be here and i was pretty sure maddie and my mom knew that. i am almost 18 i can't believe they made me do this. i literally turn 18 in a week.

i then got an idea like no other. i am gonna get a tattoo. i can legally at 18 and they can't do anything about it. best idea ever.

i exited the plane behind maddie and mom and we went inside the airport to the rental car place.

we finally got out car. we all loaded our bags in it and drove to the house mom rented for the summer. i could already tell this will be bad.

hopefully i can meet some people. and hopefully they throw beach parties because i am right on the beach and those would be the best to sneak out to.

i was receiving a call seeing as my butt was vibrating. i pulled it out and it was a facetime from lauren.

lauren: hey girl

kenzie: what are you doing?

boarding a plane

um why? where are you going?

well it's me and john. were going on vacation.

oh he never told me about that.

i was kind of hurt i thought john would tell me. i guess he would have waited until last minute and just throw it on me.

well it was just planned this morning so we didn't know.

what do you mean, just planned this morning.

well he didn't tell you. well i guess not it's supposed to be a surprise. promise you won't tell him i told you?

i promise laur. now what is it?

he wanted to surprise you in australia for your birthday. we're on our way now!

omg omg. i'm so happy. y'all can come with me to get my surprise for maddie and mom.

why are you getting them a surprise?

well technically it's for me, but they made me come so i get payback.

and that is?

a tattoo. on my lip.

oo can't wait. see you in a couple hours.

i ended the call and immediately looked up tattoo parlors for us to go too.

i can't believe johnny was coming. or lauren. but johnny did all of this for me.

i start to unpack my things and find a bathing suit. i decide i should have one day to myself and go tan and do whatever on the beach.

a/n: ew omg i hate this chapter.

this is an example of my bad writing.

anyways its 5 am and i'm awake bc i can't breathe.

but i'm fine..

imma go now.. BYE