Love Song | myg

[5/15]

ALRIGHT

You sighed for what seemed like the hundredth time tonight. You felt miserable. You felt angry.

How could he claim that this was your fault? You obviously did the best you could...You aren't an idol, you can't handle idol life, how could he make it sound so easy to basically reveal your life to everyone on the planet. Being an idol's girlfriend means that everyone would want to know what's going on in your relationship and what you do in your free time—what do you do for work. You could get fired for fraternizing with another company! Everything you do would be criticized and ridiculed...

But if you did tell everyone you were dating Yoongi...You'd be able to spend more time with him, and you wouldn't have to sneak around everywhere you go. You would be able to be seen with him without worrying about getting caught. You'd be able to drive to the boys' dorm without wondering if any stalker fans would expose you.

You groaned and rubbed your eyes, tired from having not slept well. Mi-Cha was on a vacation with her parents, so she couldn't help you now. You didn't want to disturb her, that would be selfish...

You stood up and walked around your apartment, a hand on your chin as you contemplated your options.

You know that Big Hit wouldn't object to revealing you, as they had asked about it before when Yoongi announced he had a girlfriend in the first place, but you were still unsure.

Yoongi would probably think you're only doing this because of the fight. And while that's not completely false, the fight only provoking your consideration of it, you wanted to make sure he understood that you were doing this for both of you.

You paused, it's only been about two weeks since the fight. Would he be calmed down by now? What if he's still mad at you?

...Should you call him?

No, no. You should wait a bit longer. Just until you organize all of your thoughts.

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With BTS

"Yoongi, I'm sure she didn't mean she was breaking up with you."

"Yeah, I think it was just something she said in the heat of the argument."

Yoongi sighed into his hand, "I don't think she was saying 'don't let the door hit you on the way out' as a precaution."

The boys couldn't really respond to that, seeing as you probably did wish the door would hit him as he left the apartment. But that was just what they gathered from Yoongi's side of the story. Whether or not they ever heard your side was unknown, but their only focus at the moment was trying to get Yoongi to apologize to you.

"Hyung, I have to admit that I think she had a point. It's not like you're necessarily free a lot of the time. I mean, we know our schedule months in advance, but it's not her fault she has to work random hours. She's working up the ranks still."

Namjoon had a point, thought Yoongi.

"Agh, I'm a complete idiot!"

Jimin ran a hand through his hair, "Hyung I think you're both just being dumb. Just kiss and make up."

Jin hit Jimin on the shoulder, "Hey!"

Hoseok put a hand on Yoongi's shoulder, "I think that you should think about what to say...I'm sure she has something to say to you to. Why don't you just call her right now?"

"What?! Now?!"

Hoseok shrugged at Taehyung, "Why not?"

"It's too soon! He has to wait until she calls him first!"

Hoseok furrowed his eyebrows, "Too soon? It's been two weeks!"

Taehyung scoffed, "I say three weeks is the minimum wait time."

"And you say this from experience?"

He blushed, rubbing the back of his neck, "Well, I mean..."

"Exactly!"

"Guys!"

Hoseok and Taehyung continued to argue despite Yoongi's intervention. He scowled, "GUYS!"

Everyone looked at him in surprise, "I'll just go to her place tomorrow. She never works on Saturdays so I know she'll be home..."

No one spoke for a full minute until Jungkook spoke up, "I don't know whether to be proud of you or to worry you're too invested in her schedule to the point where it's almost stalker-like—"

"Jungkook!!!—"

They were interrupted by a soft knock at the door.

Jimin went to go get it, the boys remaining silent after they heard and almost inaudible gasp come from the door. They heard Jimin tell the person to wait for a moment before not-so-secretly sprinting to the living room, out of breath.

"It's Y/N."

Everyone exchanged worried glances and whispered about how to handle this when you suddenly appeared in the room, "Uh...Sorry, I thought something happened. I didn't intrude, did I? I'm sorry, I knew this was a bad idea—"

"No."

You whipped your head around to face him.

Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed as a frown appeared on his face, "Stay. Please."

The boys took this as their cue to leave, yourself still remaining in the doorframe, "I...I came to apologize."

Yoongi tried to avoid your gaze, "I'm sorry too...I've been wanting to apologize ever since I left your place."

You nodded, "It's my fault, I—"

"No, we never would have fought if I never snapped at you."

You laughed, "No, we would have fought about it soon enough. It was only a matter of time. And, besides, it got me thinking about us."

Yoongi brought his head up, "What?"

You rocked back and forth on your heels, "Well, what you said really spoke to me."

"You're not breaking up with me, are you?"

You shook your head, "No, it's about keeping me a secret. I want to go public."

His eyed widened, "You don't have to do this, Y/N. I know I was being really unreasonable before, but—"

You grabbed his hands and held them up to your chest, "Yoongi, I've been going over the pros and cons of this, and I think that, even if everyone hates me, at least I get to spend more time with you. I love you more than I love my personal life."

He chuckled softly, "Are you sure?"

You nodded, "I'm sure."

You both couldn't help but let smiles slip onto your faces, "I feel so nervous and ready at the same time."

Yoongi laughed knowingly, "Now you know how I feel before every performance."

You wrapped your arms around his neck, "So, you don't have plans tomorrow morning, right?"

He shook his head, "And you don't go to work until late tomorrow?"

You nodded, "So, I guess I can stay the night, right guys?"

Your statement caused the body's hidden behind the wall to fall from their places and nodded excitedly, "Welcome back Y/N!"

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A/N: :)

yay they made up

next chapter will hopefully be more eventful then this.

it might take a while to update since I've only planned up to chapter seven and this is chapter five :)))

I have ideas so don't worry about that lol

see you guys next time!!!