This Is How It Goes ~ Brallon

I kissed Dallon

I ignored Dallon and Ryan the rest of winter break. I was so embarrassed and to afraid to face them. But I can't hide forever.

Today was our first day back from break. I refused to look at anyone. I opened my locker to put my back pack away and a note fell to the floor. I picked it up.

Meet me under the bleachers during lunch -D

I have to face my fears sooner or later so by the time lunch rolled around I went outside to meet Dallon under the bleachers. We just looked at eachother. And for a couple of minutes it felt like we were in an intense staring contest.

I broke first and looked away. I swear I was gonna cry. But then Dallon started talking. "I hope you're happy." "What?! Why would I be happy?"

"Because I spent all winter break ignoring Breezy hoping you would respond. She thought I was cheating on her with you so she broke up with me. She said she new it the second I asked her to do that favor for you. Because I was way to nice to you and I've been messaging you all break. So you know the least you could've done was message me back."

I broke down into tears. "I'm s-so sorry." "I'm kidding. It's not your fault. Breezy was just jealous of any guy I was friends with. But seriously are you okay?"

"I don't know I mean I'm not even sure if it was rape or not because it's not like I was trying to push him off of me. I just let him do it to me. And he's my first boyfriend. I don't want people to think I don't like having sex with guys."

"Hey listen to me just because you never tried to push him off you doesn't mean he-" the bell rings cutting Dallon off. "Text me when you get home. I'm not done talking." "O-Okay."

Ryan ends up finding me. He asked me why I ignored him all break. I didn't have an answer. So I just said I got my phone taken away. He bought the lie.

He decided to spend the rest of the school hours walking me around to my classes because he missed me and wanted to spend as much time with me as possible. Dallon gave us a dirty look whenever he saw us in the hallway. I don't blame him though. I don't know why I haven't talked to Ryan about what happened yet.

After school I get a message from Ryan and a message from Dallon.

Ry💘: I can't wait for you to fuck me again. Maybe next time you can be on top 😜

Dallon: just because you never pushed Ryan off of you doesn't mean you want it. Did you ever tell him no or to stop?

I replied to Dallon.

Me: I tried to tell him to stop twice but he said it was okay and if I wanted him to stop he would. So maybe he didn't know and I can't blame him for not knowing

Dallon: did you see what you just typed? You tried to tell him to stop twice. He didn't listen to you there for it was rape.

Dallon: why are you even still with him

Me: well he's my first boyfriend and if he thinks I broke up with him because I didn't want to have sex with him he might think I'm not gay

Dallon: screw what he think if you like guys then you like guys. Just because a girl doesn't want to have sex with a certain guy doesn't make her a lesbian

Me: it's not that easy. Let's stop talking about it. I want to know why you started dating Breezy in the first place.

Dallon: I'll tell you tomorrow I gotta go though.

Under the bleachers became me and Dallon's official meeting spot. He told me all about why and how he started dating Breezy.

First it was because Dallon's dad would always make fun of him for not having a girl friend. Then it became about proving to his parents that he was straight. He had to keep up the image. Then he realized he liked Breezy. And she really did try to be accepting of his sexuality. But the past couple months has gotten hard for them.

Breezy would always accuse Dallon of cheating on her with any of his male friends he brought around. She would yell at him and slap him. She was the typical jealous girlfriend. And Dallon was done with it. He couldn't stand to be with her anymore.

I on the other hand didn't know how to break up with Ryan. But Dallon was so persistent that we broke up. At first I thought it was because he raped me and Dallon couldn't stand to see me with him. Until today.

We were talking about Breezy thinking we were cheating with eachother on her. But then Dallon started saying, "you know I wouldn't mind if I did cheat on her with you. Out of all the guys she accused me of being with your the only one who I could imagine it being true for."

"Really," I blush. He gets closer to me and looks me up and down. "Really." Then without even thinking we kissed eachother. And let me just say that this was the best kiss I've ever had in my life. And now I know how to break up with Ryan.