Roommates

Chapter 6

When I dropped Quan off he didn't give me a hug, no kiss, no bye, no fuck you, nothing. I guess I deserved that. I probably made him feel like shit. Me being the ignorant person I am, I wasn't gonna apologize. Sorry I don't kiss ass. My phone made a noise notifying me that I had a message. I didn't bother to look at it due to the fact I was thinking about how I hurt Quan's feelings.

Finding a parking spot in my apartment complex, I pulled my phone out.
+1(804)579-0754
wassup, this kj, you met me at Trey cousin lil kickback. I was just texting you so you could have my number for whenever you decided what you was gon' do. so lock me in. 9:46pm
not even replying to the message, I just saved his number. I was curious as to who gave him my number, but I didn't ask.
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Quan & I haven't had sex in awhile, I was starting to wonder was he even still attracted to me sexually but then I realized, we haven't been around eachother much. I texted him apologizing about earlier, only because I wanted dick.

baby.😓I'm sorry about earlier, I didn't mean any harm towards you. can you stop being mad at me? pwease.😩10:01pm

My Everything.☺️🌍👫💕💍
😒aite I accept yo apology.10:03pm

yay.😊can I come over? 10:05pm

My Everything.☺️🌍👫💕💍
yeah, good timing, Tasha not here.😏

okay, I'll be over in a few.😉

The good part about our arguments was the make up sex.
Arriving at Quan's house, he opened the door. We know why I came here so we got straight into. Our passionate kisses begin to get deeper and deeper as seconds pass. Quan forcefully picked me up while we continued kissing. Finally getting to his room he gripped my ass & threw me on the bed. Quan licked all around my titties putting my ariola in between his lips making smacking noises. Licking from my chest on down, he left trails. Finally getting to where he wanted, he wasted no time doing what he does best. He teased me kissing my other set of lips. "baby, stop p-playing" I managed to say while moaning. My pussy started throbbing so bad Quan probably heard "her" begging for his tongue. Licking his lips he played with "it" with two fingers in a circular motion. Quan finally sucked & licked my clit, moving from the clit down to my hole. After about 5 minutes Quan had me almost crying. He sucked on my clit "fuuuuuuck, Quan, don-don't stop" my juices was flowing & Quan licked every drip. I started to sit up breathing heavily when I felt myself climaxing. Quan pushed me down & got up sliding his tip against my clit up & down. "tell me you want it" Quan whispered loudly "I--", "say it" Quan bent down and pressed his lips against mine. "I want it Quan!" finally sliding in, Quan stroke me back & forth. Every stroke he took,
my moans almost became cries & my nails dug into his flesh.
Pumping in & out "damn you so wet baby"...."fuck, I'm bout to cum" two seconds later, Quan pulled out.

Quan was the only guy I've ever had sex with. He was my first. My first everything actually; my first real kiss, my first love, & the first person I gave my all to. I can't see myself having sex with anyone other than Quan.

After round two of fucking & making love, Quan put me to sleep. I decided to stay over since he knew Tasha wasn't coming back home until morning. It wasn't that she had a problem with me staying over, Quan just knew I didn't care too much for her. Dozing off to sleep, I felt Quan put his arms around me motioning me to lay on his chest. His arms wrapped around my head & he gave me a peck on the forehead, "I love you babygirl".
"I love you too baby", I tried to say while yawning.
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"who this nigga Kj in yo phone?" It felt like I just went to sleep. I woke up to Quan calmly questioning me. "chill, it's Mia's cousin friend"
"okay so why you got his number?"
"he has a room for me when I go to school"
Quan furrowed his eyebrows & took a long pause "...you mean y'all would be living together?"
"yeah, but it would be nothing like that bae, I mean he's not even cute" I lied, Kj was fine, but it would seriously be nothing if we live together & Quan wouldn't have to worry about anything. "fuck no! you not living wit no nigga if I'm not dere", "it's the only option I have Quan!" We argued and argued until I couldn't argue anymore. I left before Quan could say anything else. He already accused me of lying & he thinks this is a nigga I fuck with.

When I got into my car, I felt myself nearly crying. I always cried when I got really mad. It makes me feel weak. I felt really bad because I have no intentions on cheating on Quan, I had no intentions fucking with Kj, & here he's the topic of me & Quan's argument. I made myself go back into Quan's house & talk to him in a calm manor.
"baby, I have no intentions on cheating on you, I swear. I have no intentions on messing around with Kj, he just has a room for me that I desperately need. I wanna go to school so we can have a family & be stable. but I can't do that if I don't live anywhere near the campus. This is my only option" Quan sat quietly while watching NBA tv. I know he heard every word I said. "come on Quan, you know I'm not good with this kind of stuff, bare with me..." I wasn't an apologizing-type of person or a person to say stuff to make others feel better. He finally parted his lips. Instead of hearing what I wanted to hear he said "nah, fuck you & dat nigga, I'ma just go back to doin' me".
"what the fuck you mean go back to doing you!" My anger grew rapidly. I know exactly what he was talking about. Him cheating and doing me wrong. From what Quan told me, he cheated on all his girlfriends & did them wrong. He claimed I changed him, but he ended up cheating on me. It hurt my feelings when he said what he said. He didn't reply back to me. "okay you know what Quan..." I got closer to his face, so close you'd think we were about to kiss "fuck. you. too!"
When I got up to leave, he grabbed me by my arm but I nudged him and pulled away. I could tell he got even more mad because he always clinched his jaws when he got to that point. He grabbed my arm again only this time tossing me on the couch. I got off the couch & pushed him. I knew it was about to get real when I pushed him. We always fought & I knew everything that ticked him off. I didn't want it to get to this point, but I wasn't about to let him slide tossing me on the couch like he did.He chocked me while I kicked him. I ended up kicking his dick. He sat there for a bit then smacked me across my face causing my face to sting. Putting all the strength in, I punched him. I tried punching him a again it he caught my hand. Breathing heavily, he yelled out loud "aite, chill the fuck out!", "you not gone put your fucking hands on me and expect me to not do shit Quan, now let me go!" He let me go & I smacked him as hard as he smacked me. He put his hands around my neck & choked me again. This time he choked me til I couldn't breathe. Tears streamed down my face & he let me go biting on his bottom lip with furrowed eyebrows.
"PUSSY!" I yelled while walking out the door.
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"she know damn well Niko put that sex tape out!" Mia said while chuckling. We, well I should say she, was watching Love & Hip Hop Atlanta. I stared at the tv, but I was in a daze thinking about the fight earlier with Quan.
"Erin, you okay girl?" Mia asked in a concerned tone.
"yeah, yeah I'm fine"
"no, I know you! you're not fine..what Quan do now?" I sighed "we got into a fight again" it wasn't the first time Quan & fought like we were enemies on the street.
"oh hell nah! Erin, just cus you hit him back don't mean it's okay for him to put his hands on you! you need to leave his ass, he ain't no good anyway! he don't even have a job. why you still holding on to him." It isn't easy just breaking things off with a person you been with for 5 years & it definitely wouldn't be easy if they were your first love.
"Mia chill! I'm fine. we're fine. we just had a little altercation"
"okay whatever. I pray you fall for somebody else when you go to Norfolk. I'm so ready for you to be over that no good ass nigga". Mia only saw the bad side of Quan, she don't know how he is when it's just us. We laugh & play a lot. He makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world majority of the time. I mean she should know that he's doing something right if I'm still with him.
"Mia it's not that easy. besides, when I go to Norfolk ian looking for no trouble, I'm only there to get my education, something you need to be doing!" Mia wasn't planning on going to school anytime soon. I know she wasn't gonna go anyway. She honestly don't need to go being that she gets everything handed to her from her parents but she need to realize they're not always gonna be there. "shut up Erin, ima go when I'm ready. I didn't even make all a's & b's like you in highschool, it's gonna be hard to get into college" Mia wasn't into schoolwork, she was worried about the wrong things like when's her next hair appointment, who's fucking who, when shaquita & bonika suppose to fight or when's the next Jordan release & stuff like that. "Mia, I'm pretty sure you could find a school that'll except you. community college never fails."
"yeah whatever, I'm not really worried about it right now."