My little date with Shawn was fun. We spent the whole evening at dinner laughing and making jokes. Making a fool of our selves even if it was a sorta fancy place. We didn't care.
Afterwards, he took me to a club. No I didn't trip or fall, but Shawn did. He was being goofy and jokingly falling when he almost fell but I grabbed him. I couldn't stop laughing, my stomach hurt.
We had a small moment at the club, and on the way back, and at the hotel. Okay it was a pretty big moment, but I brushed it off. After all I have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend.
Shawn told me he would tell Maddie so I would tell Jake too. I know he'll be mad but maybe he'll forgive me. Hopefully.
At the moment, I was getting my stuff ready to go. Shawn and I were heading to LA for his rehearsals at the AMAs and was getting my dress from Sarah and her friends. I was very excited. All I knew was that I want a red dress.
"Wait before we leave, I need to take a picture for the gram." "The gram?" "Yeah, now go get there so I can take a mirror selfie."
I tilt my head slightly and take a picture.
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@username: where did you get that sweater it's so cute!
@username: youre literally using Shawn for fame lmao
@username: so cute!
@username: girl that highlight😍
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@username: who's this? ^
@username: @shawnmendes come get your girl^
I roll my eyes a little at the last few comments. I miss Jake and I just can't see him right now. Not after last night. I feel so terrible. I promise I'll tell him next time I see him.
*ring ring*
Okay next time I see him in person.
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Jake✨: Hey baby
Jacklyn🍒: Hello my love
Jake✨: So what are you up to?
Jacklyn🍒: Oh I'm on my way to LA with Shawn, say hi Shawn
Shawn: Hey Jake
Jake✨: Hi Shawn. What's in LA?
Jacklyn🍒: The AMAs and I have a dress fitting.
Jake✨: Anyone you have to see there?
Jacklyn🍒: Just Sarah who's gonna dress me and stuff
Jake✨: Baby I'm in LA
Jacklyn🍒: Shut up! Please tell me you aren't joking
Jake✨: I'm not look. There's palm trees and everything here!
Jacklyn🍒: I'm so excited, we'll be there in 4 hours
Jake✨: I'll pick you up. I already talked to Shawn's manager and he said it was fine, you know as long as there isn't much affection between us.
Jacklyn🍒: Okay baby I'll see you there, I have to go because we're boarding now.
Jake✨: Alright I'll see you later, love you!
Jacklyn🍒: Love you too!
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"You're gonna have to tell him about last night." "I know Shawn. And you have to tell Maddie." "She'll understand, hopefully." "She's a nice girl, I'm sure she will." "And I hope Jake understands."
Arriving at the airport was the same thing. Fans jumbled up asking for a picture and LA was the same.
"Jake!" "Jacklyn! I'm so glad to see you." "You have no idea my love."
I hug him quickly and Shawn does too so it doesn't look weird. Was it awkward? Yes. Did we move on from the moment? Yes.