Realize It (All Time Low Fanfic)

Ch.8- I broke my promises

Authors note: Okay sorry for spelling mistakes and such. I am currently on my dads tablet so its really awkward to write but i will try my best!:) thank you so much for reading my story so far by the way i really do appreciate it<3

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It has been a week since the vacation and honestly everything has gone back to normal. Alex and Lisa are actually a stronger couple then before. I relise that Alex is in love with her but at the same time he keeps saying he wants me. I think he needs to figure out what he wants before he goes after it. I am currently sitting in the back lounge with Zack pouring my heart out to him about a guy who he thinks he doesn't know.

"But Zack he kissed me and told me he wanted me. Why is he being so confusing? Like I think i'm falling for him but he is still in love with his girlfriend."

"I think he is being a player so you need to move on but later down the road if you two meet again and he doesn't have another girl in his life maybe it will work out. Try seeing other guys first though. That isn't a reason to see Nolan again though, alright?"

"okay. Thank you so much Zack you have no idea how much just talking to you ment to me" I say before hugging him and getting up to leave. I had just entered the bunk area to see Alex and Lisa making out in Alex's bunk. Nice Alex. God I have to get over this. I walked past them to see Jack slap Kristy's ass. I laughed as Kristy quickly turned around and they started to play fight. I got to the front lounge to see Rian skyping with Cassadee.

"Heyyy Cass!" I say excited while getting out cereal.

"Hey Char! What's up girlygirl?"

"Oh you know the same old, guy just broke my heart and so I am trying to move on." I say still trying to shrug off Alex.

"Oh, you know you can always talk to me plus i'm coming out to the show tonight. Tell me all about it then!" She says with a beautiful smile.

"I will Mrs. Dawson" I say making both her and Rian blush. I love doing that. Her and Ri are literally the best couple I have ever seen.

"Okay can I have my girlfriend back now?" Rian asks with his signiture smile.

"Shes all yours Ri" I say laughing before getting out a bowl and some Milk.

"Hey guys" Alex says smiling as I sit down to eat my cereal.

"Hey lover boy, done sticking your tounge down Lisa's throat now?"

"Oh, you saw that?" He asks sounding upset.

"Yeah well I was kind of going to Zack for advice about guy since well you obviously would be no help at this point." I say angrey at him. I really don't know why I think it's just a mixture of the fact that he is chooseing her over me, he is so confusing, and that I just witnessed that.

"Well you can't blame all of this on me." He says as Rian leaves probly to talk to Zack.

"I kind of can. Your the one who made a move, not me. Your the confusing one, not me. Your the one making it obvious that you love her, not me. Well guess what Alex? I am done with this. I am happy we aren't together because obviously you have no idea what you want. When you do, come talk to me."  I say before putting my bowl in the sink and going to my bunk. I sat there crying helplessly. Normally Alex comes in to comfort me, but obviously that won't happen. Not this time. After a few minutes the curtins to my bunk are drawn back and I see a lanky tall guy standing on the other side of them.

"Shh sweetie i'm here it's okay" Jack says sliding in the bunk with me before wrapping me in a much needed hug.

"Jacky" I say crying harder than I thought I ever could. He held me while I cryed until I felt like I had no tears left. He pulled me onto his lap and rocked me until I fell asleep. This is why I love Jack.