Realize It (All Time Low Fanfic)

Ch.4- Oh you are?....

"Good morning" Jack says smiling at me.

"Why am I here Jacky?" I ask looking around me.

"Because everyone got drunk last night and so you all slept here last night" he says as I get out of the bunk I was in.

"Hey can I ask you something?" Jack asks.

"Sure, whats up?"

"Do you think Kristy likes me, like at all?"

"Jack go for it! She always fangirls over you and drools over you when we are talking about you guys" I say smiling.

"Okay thanks" he says smiling before walking away.

"Good morning how bad is the hang over?" Alex asks when he see's me.

"It's pretty bad but not that bad" I say smiling at him.

"liar" he says before giveing me advil"

"Thanks Lexy" I say as I swallow them and down the water he has for me.

"What are best friends for?" he asks smiling.

"You okay?"

"yeah why?"

"Lex I can see through you. Whats up?"

"Well I kind of jumped into a relationship"

"Okay who is the girl unless,,, is it Jack? Oh my god I knew you guys had something between you two!" I say excited.

"What no its not me and Jack. It's me and your friend Candy" I just sat there stunned.

"Charlotte? charlotte? are you okay?"

"I-i-i-i-" I tried to speak but couldn't I sat there scared. What is she going to do to me? or worst what if she hurts Alex? I started to cry and shake uncontrolably.

"Charlotte, listen to me breathe, i know its hard just try, breathe slow deep breathes. Good your doing good. Good job see your calming down." he says sweetly trying to help me with my panic attack. We both get them alot. Don't ask why. I began to sob uncontrolably. I grabbed onto Alex and just cryed into his shirt.

"Shhh it's okay just let it all out" he says as he slowly rubs my back. Do I like Alex? No I can't he's my best friend, thats weird. I still can't kick these feelings though.

"Why did you freak?" Alex asks me after he sits down and pulls me onto his lap, still with his arms wrapped around me but loosly now.

"Sh-she t-told m-m-me th-that i-i-if i ev-ever t-talked t-to y-you guys i w-would p-pay" I say trying to calm down.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know Lex" I say crying again and burying my face in his shirt.

"Hey its okay just calm down" he says rubbing my back again.

"I cant calm down what if she hurts me or even worst what if she hurts you or jack or zack or rian or matt or vinny or anyone? Alex I am so scared" I say crying still.

"I know its okay. Holy shit Char I have never seen you like this" he says with worry in his eyes.

"Alex I dont want you to hate me"