[DISCONTINUED] Different |Max x Reader|

|6| Fuck the world

A/N: OH MY GOSH! Thank you all so much for 1000 reads! You guys are seriously the best! Anyways this chapters gonna be a little confusing if you haven't read the edit of part 5!

   I stomped out of the mess hall angry and all be it a little sad. My whole world seems so surreal. I didn't even have time to think about it all. Now I have to abandon everything. David, this camp, my life, and... Max. You're just a big softy Max. David called after me desperately. I've realized something today. That no matter how har I try... I'll just be a nuisance.
   "Y/N! Wait up a moment!" I ignored David trying to just get away. Where am I going anyways? My cabin? Max and David would just bother me...
   "Y/N!" Both Max and David could be heard now. God damnit I can't think with all this yelling! I turned back to face them. They stopped abruptly, awaiting my answer.

   "What. Do. You. Want?" I asked my voice laced malice.
   "I'm sorry, Y/N. But please don't be mad at me." David answered holding open his arm expecting a hug.
   "You're so naive, David. I'm only going to hurt you, so just forget me." I turned away from him rejecting his hug.
   "What are you talking about? You're not going to hurt me." His voice was uncertain.
   "Don't be stupid, David. I don't care about you or your petty feelings so leave me the fuck alone ok?" I walked off towards my cabin leaving David to wonder. It hurt to say those things to David but it was for the best. I opened the door and shut it quickly. I leaned my back against the door sliding down to the ground. A single tear rolled down my cheek. Weak. That's all I am. I hugged my knees tightly. My eyes watered rapidly as I burst into tears. I'm sorry, David. I wiped my eyes furiously.

   Knock Knock. My head shot up.
   "Y/N? It's me, Nikki. Do you mind if I come in?" I wiped my face attempting to hide the fact that I had been crying.
   "U-Uhh yeah just give me a minute..." I stood up and wiped my eyes one last time for good measure before opening the door.
   "Come in." I motioned to her as she entered and sat down on the couch. I closed the door once again and sat down with her.
   "So... um. I saw what happened between you and David." Nikki faltered awkwardly.
   "Oh... yeah..." I murmured messing around with the tips of my hair.
   "I really haven't known you for long... but... you wouldn't say things like that," She looked in my eyes, her filled with hope. Another person to let down... "He's your brother after all. And I know you love him." I didn't want to say it. To say that I didn't care... but the only thing that ran through my mind was "it's for the best".
   "You're wrong. I don't care for him or you. Say what you want but I'm not gonna change. Goodbye, Nikki." I stood up and headed towards the door.

   Weak. Ignorant. Hurtful. Mean. Everything seemed so solemn. My world is crumbling to pieces right before my eyes. I headed towards my car fed up with everything. I wanted release. To feel free even if just for a fleeting moment. I opened the back of my car grabbing a metal bat. David said I should always keep a weapon on me for protection. I hit the bat into my hand holding the end tightly. I shut my car door and headed into the lush forest. This place is going to be shut down this summer, there's no way around that. If only I hadn't had been so trusting. I let my guard down because of a stupid boy. It's all my fault. I'm sorry, David. But soon I'll be out of your life. I wish I could say goodbye but... then you'll miss me. And we don't want that do we? I need time though and a plan. David's not going to make escaping here easy for me with him having Max on my ass and all. Hmmm. I'll have to leave late at night. If I take my car they'll just look for license plate and if I leave through the woods I'll probably get lost or mailed to death. What if I left my car near the edge of  the forest on the highway and walked back to Camp Campbell's forest. If they're expecting me to be away from the camp they won't search behind the camp grounds.

   Crack. I whipped my head around facing the direction of the noise. Pointing my bat towards a tree  I approached cautiously.
   "I know you're there. I wouldn't try anything if I were you, I have a metal bat and I'm fucking angry." I stood about two feet from the tree waiting for any kind of response.
   "Chill it's just me." Max walked out holding up his hands. I groaned annoyed.
   "Seriously? What the fuck do you want, Max?" I lowered my bat to my side.
   "I just came to see what you were doing. You grabbed a bat out of your car and disappeared into the trees. You looked sketchy as fuck." Max smirked.
   "Did David send you?" I growled at him. Max stuffed his hands in the pocket of his jacket.
   "No. He actually asked me to stay away from you for a little." I turned back around and continued to walk towards my destination.
   "You should listen to him for once." Max walked beside me annoying what I said.
   "Anyways, I wanted to ask you about that. Why'd you freak the fuck out on him?" He asked questioningly while looking in my direction.
   "What does it matter to you?" He glared at me.
   "One moment you're like 'David's the only reason I have to live!' And the next 'Fuck you David and you too Nikki!' I'm just curious."