Schnapp It! {Noah X Reader}

Chapter 011

May 2
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~Millie's POV~

"WHAT THE HELL MILLIE?!?! You know Y/N and Noah are together!!!" Finn yelled. I've never seen him like this and I am really scared.

"I-I forgot!!" I kinda yelled back.

"WHAT DO MEAN YOU FORGOT?!"

"I DON'T KNOW!! I JUST WANTED TO HELP JACK AND ALL OF A SUDDEN NOAH WAS OUT OF THE PAGE!!!" I yelled back, and somehow he stopped. "Did you even listen to me?!"

"Shhh." He putted his hand over my mouth and then I heard a 'thump' that came from Alisson's room. Then it sounded again, and again and then repeatedly. Then it stopped. I looked over to Finn with wide eyes and we both raced to where the sound came. We found Noah sitting on the bed with his hands on his face and Y/N sitting on the floor across him sobbing with her head down. I noticed Noah was crying too. What have I done...

~Noah's POV~

I love her. She loves me, but why didn't she stop Jack? Why does her feelings for Jack have to be back? She was my first girlfriend, my first kiss and my first love. Why couldn't Millie shut her mouth for once?! UUUGHHH! So many questions I can't seem to answer. I peek over to Y/N and I see her on the floor, crying her heart out because of me. I put my elbows on my knees and my hands on my face and I can't help it. I start sobbing silently and a while later Finn and Millie came in. Both Y/N and I lifted our heads. we made eye contact for a bit and then she stood up.

"I'm gonna go and take a shower." She said sniffing, and then left the room.

"Noah I'm sorry I-" Millie started but I cut her off.

"Let's talk about this later. Please." I said as I walked out of the room and down to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and took out an apple, then I faced Gaten, Alisson and Jack. "Alisson, I'm sorry if we ruined the sleepover..."

"It's ok. Things happen all the time." She said, understanding every word I said. I nodded and faced Jack.

"Listen man, it was just a dare." He started.

"Just, forget it." I said and I headed towards the guest room.

~Y/N's POV~

I took the longest shower I've had in months and somehow it relaxed me. I stopped crying but I still feel so hurt inside. I got dressed and looked over the bathroom, and I noticed that there was a small blade on the floor. Right now I practically don't have any friends, since everyone probably hates me for kissing Jack, so... Would it matter if I...? No. I shouldn't. But either way I was going to do it.

I sat on the floor and took the blade. I put it on my wrist and then I slid it once. It stung more than I thought it would and I forgot about my worries as I saw the blood running down into my hand. Then, I slid it twice, and I kept going until I had five cuts. The pain made me forget how hurt my heart was right now, and you could say it helped. I washed all the blood away and I decided to put on my sweatshirt, so that I could cover up the cuts. I got out of the bathroom and I went downstairs and plopped on the couch, strolling on Instagram. I decided to make public that Noah broke up with me and saw how the Y/S/N shippers commented, mostly they said how disappointed they were and some other stuff.

"Y/N? Are you ok?" Alisson asked as she sat beside me. I hadn't noticed that she was here. I looked around and saw Gaten, Caleb, Sadie and Jack. I looked back at Alisson and gave her a small smile.

"No, but I will be. Hopefully." I mumbled the last part and I guess she heard it. She pulled me in a small hug. "Can I sleep in the couch?" I asked sheepishly, I don't want to face Millie now.

"Sure N/N." She smiled and left the room with Sadie. Caleb and Gaten left and a little while after Jack left too. A few minutes later, I went to sleep, since I was so emotionally drained.

May 3
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I woke up thanks to Gaten, who was snoring and I could hear it downstairs. I went to the bathroom and took a shower and then headed downstairs for breakfast. Alisson made breakfast and I avoided Noah, Millie and Jack the whole time. Zac drove us to set and I am now on set waiting for them to signal us to start.

"Action!!" Matt yelled.

"You son of a bitch! Let her go!" Gaten shouted to Papa who was holding me. I couldn't move since I was so weak, and Eleven(Millie) couldn't do anything either.

"D-Dustin," I started. "Run."

"No. I'm not leaving you." He said crying.

"I'll be ok. I promise. Please lea—"

"Cut!" Ross yelled, not letting me finish my line. "Y/N you need to look more sad. You need to look like you're loosing the love of your life."

"That won't be too hard.." I mumbled.

"Ok! Positions!" Matt said. We all got onto positions and I had the boys and Max in front of me and El beside me on the floor. "Action!"

"Son of a bitch! Let her go!" Gaten said.

"D-Dustin... Run."

"No! I'm not leaving you." He started to cry a bit.

"I'll be ok. I promise! Now please, leave!" I said crying and looking weaker. All the memories of Noah and me came rushing back. I started sobbing loudly and I looked over Noah, he just looked away. Then the boys turned around and left as soon as Brenner started to shoot with his gun.

"Cut! That was amazing Y/N! How did you manage to make it look so real?" Matt asked. I looked up at him still sobbing.

"B-Because it is real." I said. He gave me a quick hug and left me there. I noticed Noah was still there. He almost looked... sorry, but he turned around and left me there, crying over him and my stupid feelings. My character has a lot of depressing scenes and I'm honestly doing them amazingly, thanks to my very own depression. And it's all because of my feelings. I think...

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