Schnapp It! {Noah X Reader}

Chapter 12

May 10
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~Y/N's POV~

Its been a week since the whole breakup thing and I haven't talked to anyone from the cast except Finn and Alisson, but I only talk to them sometimes. Mostly when I'm bored. Alisson has invited me to her house sometimes and I only said yes because it was good to get out of the room every once in a while, because she was my friend and because of the blade. If I ever bought a blade and kept it on the room, someone would've noticed and I don't want that. I am right now on my bed, mentally cursing myself for letting my inner fangirl choose this spot.

Last night I received a call from my Mom. She told me she had a fight with Dad and that he had illegal drugs at home and to top it all of, he cheated on Mom. She told me she was going to get some papers and she was divorcing my Dad. At first it was hard to believe. My Dad has always been there for my family and it's a really big turn. Mom is coming to visit as soon as the divorce is done. I feel so broken inside that I could cry and scream, but I have no tears left to cry.

My acting is everyday worse. I'm shit with everything in my life recently. My phone started buzzing and it's Leo calling me. It's weird, he hasn't called me since I moved to Atlanta, so I picked up.

"Hey Leo. What's up?" I ask with no emotions on my voice. I noticed Noah and Jack looked at me. Maybe because of the name or something. I honestly don't care.

"Hey sis! I'm gonna visit you!!" He said excitedly. I felt my face light up at his words. I really love him and I've been kinda lonely these past few days, and I miss him so much. "I know how hard it is with the whole divorce thing and I wanna see you."

"Yeah just forget about the divorce. I just want to see you. I miss you so much." I said feeling somewhat happy.

"Me too. I'm on the airport so I'll call you when I check in on the hotel. I'm staying in the same hotel you're staying."

"Oh great! Could you let me stay with you while you're visiting?" I asked a little ashamed. I would do anything at all to be in a different room.

"Sure. But why?"

"Oh I, um, just want to spend more time together."

"Ok. I have to go. Bye." He hung up and I sat there, smiling like an idiot. Finally someone who I can tell all of my sorrows and will understand. I jumped off of my bed and raced to the closet, taking all of my clothes out an piling them on the floor.

"What are you doing?" Finn shouted from his bed.

"My brother is coming to visit and I'm staying with him. He doesn't care if he has to listen to me talk about my dreadful life, and I want to spend every second I can with him." I explained as I looked for my suitcase. Finn didn't say anything, he just looked at me while I turned the whole room upside down. I felt eyes on me but I just ignored the feeling.

Four long, boring hours later, my brother called me, asking for my room number. I gave it to him and then half an hour later someone knocked on the door. I raced to the door but someone already opened the door. Let me be more specific; Noah opened the door before me. I completely ignored the fact that Noah was there and ran to my brother and tackled him to the floor.

"You. Disappointing. Piece. Of. Dog. Poop." I said, punching Leo between words. He just laughed at me. I glared at him and hit him one last time. "You didn't call."

"I'm sorry. What if I take you out for ice cream later?" I smiled widely and punched him again. He is 9 years older than me and my punches don't really do anything on him. I nodded as a response. "Now, get off me." He threw me to the floor and stood up, then helped me up and walked inside.

When I was walking inside, I saw everyone on the door, and they just saw all of that. I walked in ignoring them and took my suitcase and my phone. "Are you gonna introduce me to your friends?" He asked. I sighed.

"This is Gaten, Caleb, Sadie, Millie, Finn, Jack, and, Noah." I said pointing to everyone, and hesitating as I said Noah's name. I walked out of the room and Leo followed. I quickly closed the door for more privacy. "So let's go to your room so I can leave this and then grab ice cream."

"Was that Jack, the one you dated?" He asked as we walked to the elevator.

"Yeah. The one and only."

"Why was he there? And why didn't you say anything to anyone?" He was indeed confused.

"We're not really friends. I'll explain everything when you buy me ice cream." He nodded.

A few minutes later we were entering the ice cream shop. We ordered and sat on a table with our ice creams.

"So, ready to explain?"

"When I moved, I was friends with everyone and everything was amazing, then Noah and I started dating and then Jack came as a surprise that Finn had for us. Jack said he changed but he wasn't there to conquer my heart, he said he was staying with us while we film the whole season. We were all friends until one day. We were on a sleepover at Alisson's, a new cast member, and we were playing truth or dare, then Millie dared Jack to kiss his ex-girlfriend and that is me, so he came and kissed me and I kissed back. Of course I could've said no but I still have feelings for him. Noah got mad and stormed away and then we talked. He said that I needed to "sort out my feelings" after we both confessed that we loved each other. He broke up with me and ever since I haven't talked to anyone except Alisson and sometimes I talk to Finn. My acting started to suck and I fell on a depression that only got worse with Mom divorcing Dad, but now that you're here maybe I'll be better." I practically blurted out but surprisingly, Leo understood every word.

"Do you really care about Millie?" He said, jumping straight to the point.

"Yes, but she's the one who told Jack to kiss me."

"But you could've said no, so it's your fault too. If you really care about her you should let her know." I started thinking. She was my best friend out of all of the cast. And I just let her go because of a mistake we both did. If I fix everything with Millie, maybe Gaten, Caleb and Sadie would start talking to me again. Maybe I gain the opportunity to be their friend again.

"I'll do it." I said feeling a bit better.

We stayed at the ice cream shop and talked for two hours about everything. About his baseball career, college and random things.

"Y/N? You remember Harper, right?" I nodded. Harper is his girlfriend. They've been dating for five years and she's just amazing. "I'm proposing to her." I spit the water I was drinking on the table. MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED?!

"WHAT?!?! That's amazing!!!" I yelled. "When are you proposing?!"

"When I get home. I'm gonna plan something very romantic."

"Videocall me when you do it."

"Ok but only if you answer one question."

"Shoot."

"How much do you love Noah."

Crap. I hate these questions, but I had a perfectly valid answer.

"I love him with my whole heart."

"Then you should at least try and mend things. Last I remember, you were the one with confused feelings. He loves you, I could see it, in the way he looks at you."

"Damn you're cheesy." I said, making him laugh. Though he was right, Noah didn't have to chose between two girls. He made his mind and he wanted to have me by his side. But I didn't love him enough to want to be by his side, because I also want to be by Jack's side.

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