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JUNGKOOK
"excuse me, we're looking for
a patient named kim raeyun,"

NURSE
"uh, wait a second sir. i'll
assist the old man in front
of you first. please wait in line."

TAEHYUNG
"ahh, great timing. jungkook
you stay here while i search--"

JUNGKOOK
"no.. you might
get lost, hyung."

TAEHYUNG
"don't worry about me.
just go to the security desk
and ask where raeyun is
and contact me. okay?"

JUNGKOOK
(sighs) "okay hyung. just
call me. take care."

TAEHYUNG
"we're still in the same hospital jungkook.." (chuckles lightly)

i left the dongsaeng who was waiting in line. i ran towards the elevator and got inside. as soon as the elevator arrived at the second floor, i ran out and stopped by every door. in hopes of seeing her name on the name plates. the process continued until i was already at the fourth floor.

the fourth floor consisted of cancer patients. i have this gut feeling that she's here. in the midst of searching, i saw a figure running towards me. it was jungkook.

JUNGKOOK
"hyung!"

TAEHYUNG
"hey.. she must be here, huh."

JUNGKOOK
"yes, hyung."

we walked a few steps more until we finally saw it. kim raeyun. my hands were trembling tremendously. this is it.

i nervously made light knocks on the door, until someone opened the door.
it was the nurse.

NURSE
"are you raeyun's
friend?"

jungkook and i nodded. she may be a stranger to me, but only God knows how special she is to me. i could not call her my friend, but i know that she is more special than that.

NURSE
"i thought--" (sighs)
"okay, you come in."

jungkook and i walked inside. my heart was overflowing with regret to see a pale raeyun lying in a hospital bed, practically lifeless.

she was struggling each shallow breath.. i never felt this frightened. the frigid air and the uneasiness of the atmosphere makes the hairs of my arms stand.

her face was obviously pale, her hair is disheveled. her lips were dark, showing a purplish shade.

i feel so sorry to let this happen to her. she didn't deserve it, no one deserves this. i tried to regain control of my breath to calm myself.. yet it was useless.

she still looked beautiful. i have to admit, she's a beauty. if only i knew her in the first place.. if only i had been friends with her.

i was too focused on her face.
the moment my eyes scanned her chest. the sight pierced my heart, causing me to kneel for knees couldn't bear the pain. i broke down into tears of frustration.

it was my first time seeing this color.

it was purple.

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