we can sense a different aura in every person. in my situation, i see colors.
a colored outline based on how long that person has to live. colors in which it represents how much time a person has left in this world, and sadly, how the person's goi...
the ticking sounds of the clock, the white noise coming from the television, and the sounds of our breathing could be heard in this small room. despite these, the awkward yet deafening silence between me and raeyun was also there.
jimin decided to go home, leaving me and raeyun alone. i honestly, have been waiting for this moment, but all i could do was stare at my lap. i was waiting for something to happen.
i was thinking of topics that would be great as an ice breaker, for this pestilential silence. there were so many questions, that i needed answers for.
TAEHYUNG "there's a lot of questions i have to ask."
RAEYUN "hmm.. okay, but i will answer it if you promise me one thing,"
TAEHYUNG "what is it?"
RAEYUN "let me out of here. we can go anywhere but here. then i will answer every question you have for me."
TAEHYUNG "i-i'm sorry.. but your health is more important. it's okay, my questions aren't that--"
RAEYUN "but it is my desire. taehyung, i want to be happy, i don't want to spend my last days here."
TAEHYUNG (remained silent)
RAEYUN "i'm in stage four of lung cancer. no matter how many "get well soon's" i get, won't get me out of this wrecking situation. all i care now is spending my last days being happy.. and you are my happiness, taehyung."
TAEHYUNG "i---" (sighs) "you have a point.."
RAEYUN "if i'm going to die, not here. i'd rather die than staying here for so long.."
TAEHYUNG "but will it be okay for you? you might regret it, raeyun."
RAEYUN "i will never. i will never regret each moment i spend being happy," (pauses) "now can you please grant my wish? take it as my death wish. just, please.. get me out of here."
our tears, that were like blinking stars cascaded down to our cheeks. our heartbreaking sobs could only be heard, deaf to all average sounds around us.
a stranger like her, has reached into the depths of my heart, the depths of my soul. the strands of our distances have slowly met again.
the commonalities between us two, has really made feel like i have known her for so long.
how could she accept her inevitable death, her permanent loss in this world?
when i cannot even bear the pain in forgetting someone who has made an impact on me, without shedding a single tear.
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NEWS FLASH: JUNGKOOK POSTED A SELCA ON TWITTER, i REPEAT, JEON JUNGKOOK HAS FINALLY POSTED SOMETHING ON TWITTER （；＿；）
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