I was just laying there emotionless nothing to feel.
I trusted him i really really trusted him and now this is what i deserve?
The boys were constantly trying to get in the bathroom.
I just didn't care. after a while it was quiet. but i could hear the voice of Ashton on the other side of the door saying "Stephanie please" barely above a whisper.
No one really calls me Stephanie but my parents.
I was surprised but i slowly got up weakly and opened the door feeling nothing but my heart feeling torn and shattered. i felt so weak.
Ashton looked at me apologetically his eyes glossy and looked like they were tearing up.
"Ash, i am sorry"
He looked like he wasn't thinking of a thing he just looked at me looking like he was hurt.
"Ash?"
"Yea?" he said so weakly.
"I am sorry" i responded.
"For what? babe."
"Making you worried"
"Why would i be?"
i quickly forgot that he didn't know about my self harm. i stood there and shrugged
"Because i wasn't answering, i thought you were worried."
"Oh, well how you feeling?"
"Sad, depressed, but it feels like nothing at all."
he looked down
"Its my fault"
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Young Love (Luke Hemmings)
Fanfiction-she's almost 14. - he is almost 18. -he is almost 20. Stephanie moves to Sydney not only for some job opportunity for her parents. But the perfect opportunity for her to be heart broken. // What will Steph do when she has to choose between these tw...
