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P.O.V. Yoongi.
I was clean. It had taken a lot and I actually needed another transplant but as of today I am clean. I walk out of the hospital with my mom who is still crying. I hadn't told Hoseok I would have to go but we were going on a date tonight where I would tell him. Once we get home my mom hugs me again.

"I can't believe you're clean. After all those years of having no hope." She says as she cries into my shoulder. I hold her tight and smile. She makes us lunch and eventually I get dressed up for mine and Hoseok's date. I met him at his house and he smiles brightly as I peck his lips.

"Hey there." He says and I smile as I grab his hand. We walk to the amusement park that is in town for the week and I buy us entry tickets. We get on a few different rides until we sit down with some hotdogs and soda.

"I actually have to tell you something." I say as I grab his hand. He looks at me confused while he eats his hotdog and I smile at his little dimples. His hair had grown a lot and was almost back at his old length. I myself started growing some hair too.

"I went to talk to the doctors this morning, and they told me I was clean." I say and he swallows his hotdog.

"Are you serious?" He asks. I smile and nod. He lunches forward and kisses me deeply.

"That's amazing!" He says. I smile and peck his nose.

"And." I say with a sly smile on my face. I take of my beanie and he chuckles.

"My hair is growing back." I say with a chuckle before putting my beanie back on. He smiles as he takes my hand.

"You're such a goof." He says. I chuckle.

"But I am your goof." I say and mentally cringe but Hoseok loves it when I am being cheesy. We go on a few more rides before we decide to go to my house where would spend the night. My mom greets us and makes us hot choc. After that we go to my room where we just lay in bed while cuddling.

"What's behind that door?" Hoseok asks. He had asked me about it before but I never told him.

"It's really nothing." I say. He tuns and looks at me.

"The longer you gonna say that the more I'm gonna think it's some 50 shades sex dungeon." He says and I snort before I start laughing loudly.

"It's nothing like that." I say as our laughter dies down.

"Then what is it?" He asks. I sigh and focus my eyes on the door. I knew exactly what was behind it, where it all stood, the layout.

"It's the past." I say and tear my eyes away from the door and look at Hoseok. He looks at me with a pout.

"Will you show me?" He asks. I sigh and look away from his gaze.

"I don't know Hobi, I haven't been in there in years." I say. He keeps looking at me with that pout on his face and I sigh.

"Fine." I say and get up. I grab his hand and pull him with me. I grab the key to the door and unlock it, opening it before turning the light on. I look around the room and feel memories coming up. I remember spending days in here.

"Wauw." Hoseok says as he walks into the room. He looks around as his hand runs over my piano. He walks past my guitars and my drums. He takes a look at the different posters on the wall before he walks over to my desk. I used to sit there almost all day, writing songs. He picks up the note book laying on the table and looks trough it.

"You wrote these." He says, as he meets my eyes. I nod.

"What made you stop, you have such great talent." He says as he puts the note book down and I walk out of the room, falling back on the bed. He walks out and lays down beside me after closing the door. I run my hands trough his hair and sigh.

"A little while after I heard I was gonna die I just lost inspiration, I sat in that room day and night and nothing would happen. Eventually I just lost interest in life. I got depressed and wanted to kill myself." I say. He looks at me sadly.

"What made you happy again?" He asks. I smile and kiss his nose.

"You." I say and he giggles.

"Why haven't you been back in there?" He asks and I shrug.

"To be honest, I'm scared. But let's stop talking about it and cuddle." I say as I wrap my arms around him and pull him closer. He kisses the top of my head and we fall asleep.

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