P.O.V. Hoseok.
I smile as I walk into the store, Jin Hyung and Namjoon with me.
"Okay, let's see." I say as I look at the different cameras.
"These are all to expensive." I pout.
"Why do you even want one?" Namjoon asks. I smile.
"To capture our memories. Yoongi would like that, I think." I say. Jin smiles and squeezes Namjoon's hand.
"I think we have something in the attic." He says. I smile and we walk to their home. Jin immediately goes up to the attic and soon comes back with a old VHS camera. I smile.
"This used to be my dads but he doesn't use it anymore, you can have it." Jin says. I smile.
"Thank you Hyung!" I say. He smiles and I immediately rush to Yoongi's. His mom smiles as I walk in.
"He's still sleeping." She says. I nod and walk to his room. I walk in and smile as I see him laying on his bed. I start filming and walk closer to the bed.
"Yoongi." I say. He hums.
"Wakey wakey." I say. He groans and pulls the blanket over his head. I chuckle.
"Yoongi, babe, I have a surprise." I say. He peeks his head out from under the blanket.
"What is it?" He asks, eyes still closed.
"Open your eyes dummy." I chuckle. He opens them and frowns.
"What the hell, why are you filming?" He asks. I chuckle.
"It's to make memories last Yoongi." I say. He nods.
"Well, if you don't mind I wanna get dressed before I flash the camera." He says. I chuckle and turn it off. I kiss him and he pulls me down into his bed.
"You're so awesome." He says, placing kisses all over my face. I chuckle.
"You're so clingy." I say. He smiles.
"You want to capture moments, I want to cherish them." He says. I smile and kiss him.
"Alright, you ready for today?" I ask him. He hums. We get up and he gets ready. I sit down in the passenger seat and he starts driving. I film him while he doesn't notice. I smile as we enter the park. We enjoy all kinds of attractions and I keep filming him. He just looks so happy.
"Babe, put that camera down and spend some time with me." He says with a pout. I smile and turn it off. He wraps an arm around me as we look around at the view.
"It always amazes me how high this ferris wheel goes." I say. He smiles. It suddenly stops and all the lights turn off.
"I think the power went out." Yoongi says. I sigh. I lean my head on his shoulder and he wraps an arm around me.
"We never really talked about it." He says softly. I sigh.
"What's there to say?" I ask softly. He shrugs.
"I'm sorry." He says. I sit up.
"No. This is not your fault, don't be silly." I say. He keeps staring ahead of him. I see him slowly breaking. His straight face changing, tears forming in his eyes.
"I don't wanna die Hobi." He says, finally looking at me. I gulp as tears roll down his face. I wrap my arms around him and hug him. I place kisses on his head as I rub his back.
"It's okay to be scared babe." I say, letting a few tears fall from my eyes.
"I finally found happiness and now I'm-" He starts sobbing. I close my eyes and just hold him.
"We'll make it last forever, I promise." I say, my voice shaky. He wraps his arms around me too.
"I don't get the chance to marry you, start a family with you, or grow old with you. I don't have the chance to see the others grow old happily. And mom-" He stops and looks at me.
"I'm leaving her behind, and you." His tears don't stop. I smile.
"Baby, we can still marry if that's what you really want, and it'll be hard for us, but we'll have each other." I say as I wipe his tears with my thumb. He sniffs.
"I know I can't say it'll all be okay, but let's make the moments we have left amazing. You didn't chose for chemo because you wanted to end your life happy, let's do that, let's make everything amazing." I say. He nods and kisses me.
"I love you." He says. I smile.
"I love you too." I say. Soon the ferris wheel starts moving again. When we get down the man frantically apologizes and I tell him it's okay before I take Yoongi's hand and lead him to the exit.
