End Of All The Endings (Book 2)

End Game 15

(A/N: Ayieeee sumasabay sa mood ko ang update, but hindi puso ang mamatay sa akin kundi utak HAHAHAHA! Oh my math, please don't break my heart, break my brain in two insted.)

End Game 15

"Never thought we'll end like this"

Sheliah Santibañez

Nanginginig ako habang nakatingin nang daretso kay Art. I said it, hindi ko man lang siya kinumbinsi na huwag niya akong hiwalayan and we can figure everything out but I'm the one who owns it.

Ang tanga ko.

"I think I should go, my business is done in here Sheliah."

Tumalikod siya at naglakad. A single tear fell as I whisper his name.

Napa-hinto siya. "S-sino?" My voice cracks. "Sino ang babaeng ipapalit mo sa pwesto ko diyan sa puso mo?"

I can feel that he's in shock. He should be.

Pero hindi eh, we are okay. He's sweet these past few days and he always took good care of me. Maybe he impregnate a girl? Maybe someone seduces him? Maybe...

Ang bigat-bigat, I wanted to shout until there's no voice will show.

I cleared my throat, huminga ako nang malalalim at pumikit nang mariin. "Who is she?"

"It's for you to find it out." And with that, he started walking away.

Habang pinagmamasdan ko ang papalayong bulto niya, sari-saring mga salita ang naghahalo-halo sa utak ko. I don't know how to say each one of it.

Kahit gaano ko kagustong palayain ang mga hinanakit na tinatago ko, hindi ko pa din magawa. I'm trap inside my own emotions.

Ano bang mali sa akin? Bakit lagi na lang ako nasasaktan? Noong high school ako, bullies ang problema, noong senior high naman si Art hanggang college, then ngayon siya na naman?! F*ck it.

Hindi ko ba deserve magkaroon ng mapayapang buhay? Kasama ang mga taong mahal ko at ng lalaking mahal ko? I'm always risking every turn and the result is fascinating and horrifying. This one is horrifying. I love him so much, b-bakit ko ba siya pinakawalan nang bigla-bigla? Ang bobo ko!

Madami na kaming mga pagsubok na nasuong for years and now he's there throwing it all away and I'm here throwing it too away.

I want to pick those colorful confetties. I want to put it above us and add more. But it seems so blurry to happen.

"Miss, the rain will soon fall. You need to go home." Nagtayuan ang balahibo ko sa buong katawan. That voice...

Dahan-dahan akong humarap sa lalaking pinanggalingan ng boses na iyon and it took my breath away.

May bahid din nang pagkagulat ang mukha niya. Nagbaba ako nang tingin sa mga kamay niya and he's shaking. I looked upon.

"L-lucas?" I mumbled. Nakita ko ang adam's apple niya na gumalaw.

"S-sheliah, n-nandito ka pala..." He's smiling at bigla iyong napawi when he looked directly into my eyes. "Did you cry?" Tanong niya.

Umiling ako at kinusot ko ang mga mata ko. "N-no, napuwing lang ako--"

"Basang-basa ang itaas ng dress mo. Your eyes were red same with your nose. You cried... Again." His hands were in fist.

Hindi na ako nakasalita. It's been a year since we've seen each other. Nagalit ako sa kanya noon dahil hindi niya inamin na kapatid niya si Art.

I missed him.

"I gotta go Lucas, see you around." Tumalikod ako sa kanya.

"Wait..." Wika niya at napalingon naman agad ako. "If there's a problem, the band is always will be here. Tandaan mo 'yan Liah."

Napa-awang ang labi ko, my band...

"You're our princess, mahigit sampu na ang mga kuya mo sa buhay mo. The Vengeance and your real brothers, kung may problema ka man sa kapatid ko I hope you know that there's a lot of guy who loves you too, not as much as my brother do but we love you. Nag-move on na ako, you don't have to distance yourself from me. I already missed important events in your life, masaya ako at nagkita tayo ngayon dito sa Paris. I'm sorry if I lied and I hid the truth from you, I'm just afraid before dahil ayokong kasuklaman mo ako dahil kapatid ko siya but I was wrong, lalo mo pa akong kinasuklaman noong hindi ko sinabi."

"If you want me to kneel in front of you I will, I just want to bring back our closeness because I missed those damn days. I hope you could give me your forgiveness, at least I can finally breathe well again."

Hindi ko namalayan na tumutulo na naman pala ang mga luha ko, ganito ba talaga maglaro si tadhana? Kapag may aalis, may babalik din. When Lucas left, Art came. When Art left Lucas came.

I want to be happy. But sadness is eating me.

"Liah?"

Imbis na sumagot lumapit ako kay Lucas and I hugged him. Wala akong pakialam kung magmukha man akong  ulit na tanga, I need hug.

Tinugon niya naman iyon at hinaplos-haplos niya ang likod ko para pagaanin ang loob ko and it works.

"We're over again Lucas. Our wedding is off. Our future is off. Everything is off!" Hinayaan niya lang akong umiyak at magsalita. "All he does is to break me over and over again, this is the second time he did it at mukha naman akong gaga kung dadagdagan ko pa ng third time which is I know will never happen because someone owns he's heart! Malabo nang mangyari iyon... This is so difficult to face, I can't handle this anymore."

"You need to rest Liah. Ihahatid na kita sa inyo--" Pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya.

"Don't. Take me anywhere but not at his house please, I'm begging you."

"Shhh, okay I won't. I'll bring you in my house, tatawagan ko na lang ang mga kuya mo na nandoon ka so they can go too. I'll take care of you, pangbawi. He's an asshole for breaking you again, as he's brother I neee to take responsibility of the mess he made."