End Of All The Endings (Book 2)

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Thank you, guyzu!

I don't have any mesmerizing words to pull up to express my immerse gratitude. I am so grateful that you guys have reached this part of this book. Lagi ko kasing goal 'to tuwing magsusulat ako ng istorya. Goal kong magsulat ng mensahe bilang pasasalamat sa mga bumasa ng akdang ginawa ko sa huling bahagi nun.

I won't probably make a question and answer portion like what I did before. Nandoon na ata yung mga kailangan niyong malaman tungkol sa akin. But if you want to ask me a few things, feel free to comment. I will reply as soon as I saw it.

So ayun, mag-ddrama lang ako dito hahahaha!

This book is one of the reasons why I improved in the field of writing. I recieved criticisms from its readers that has moved my confidence low. I wasn't upset, I am grateful to be honest. Kasi on that way, at least nalalaman ko kung ano yung mga pagkakamali na hindi ko na dapat ulitin pa. At least I can still correct my mistakes as long as I can. So if you had negative feed backs regarding my work, thank you po.

Learning is an endless journey and thank you for being a part of my journey.

I was a clueless teen when I started this story. Revenge On My Player Ex to be exact. I was 13, now I'm 16. 8 months ko lang isinulat yung ROMPE pero itong End of All The Endings? Inabot ako ng 2 years.

Reason? I had a mental health conflict. Depression? I don't want to self diagnose but I don't know what word could I use to explain what I have suffered on those years, maybe until now. I don't know. Siguro I'll visit a psychologist when I finally have the right reasons to visit one or to tell my family that I'm not the girl that I wished that I could be.

Kaya pasensya na kung hindi po ako nakakapag-update ng madalas sa loob ng dalawang taon. Nahihiya nga ako sa inyo eh, pinaghihintay ko kayo, umabot pa ng ilang months bago ako makapag-update ng iisang chapter. I just want to be open to my readers, to my followers. And yeah, that's the reason. May sudden events lang na nagpapahinto sa akin na maging productive sa buhay hahaha.

Now that I finished this book, feeling ko malaya na ako. I can't figure out what kind of freedom I have felt pero, I am now free. I can finally write a new story that I've been dying to write. I'd tell my personal stories in there, and personal notes that I have written whenever I have no courage to talk to with someone else.

I also want to use this chance to advocate about Mental Health Awareness.

If you are suffering from deep sadness, frustrations and other negative emotions in life. Please always remember that you are alive because you have a purpose. The road may be blurry while you're driving honey, but trust me. The fog will fade when you are getting near to your destination (Your purpose) You are still seeking for your worth and life purpose, trust the process even if you feel like there's no movement. Small process is still a process. Just hold on, okay?

Everything's gonna be alright. You will be fine soon, I am praying for that. Call your friends, chat your friends. Tell your problems to them if you know that they can be trusted. Mababawasan 'yang mga iniisip mo. Sa ngayon, iyak ka muna. Cry and cry until it lessen the burden on your chest, just cry. No one will see your tears, only you and the heaven's above. Crying is never a sign of weakness, it's bravery.

You have let your guard and armors down because you know that the only way to fight your own demons is to surrender your emotions and not yourself.

I know you've been having a hard time adjusting. I am so sorry that you have to feel useless and weak. But I want you to know that you are stronger than what you thought. You matter so cheer up buddy! Life is such a wonderful gift from God, use it purposely.

And if you know someone who's suffering from those. Please, please please... Please help them. They might be silent around but they are so loud alone. Be sensitive din, do not crack a stupid dark humor jokes that could trigger their emotions. Or anything that is offending, jokes are supposed to be funny and not offensive.

Talk with them, make them feel that they are special. Love them in the ways that they are needed to be loved. Care for them, okay? Thank you.

So ayun lang muna, I have some books to write :3 I'm His Subject will be my most vulnerable book. Salamat sa lahat guyzu!