The depths of my mind and dialogue of it all.
My thoughts. My fakeness. My lies. My confessions.
My Raw mental conversations. My weakness. My complicated life.
The nonsense that creeps up in my head when I'm thinking.
There is no need to understan...
Yes you read that right. Look left to be the only one. I left you crying one eye shut. I left you crying thinking you're not the only one. I forgive, but never myself. You and me were made for droughts. In this timeline where I messed up by calling her baby, you and I been running with the distance. I have no doubt you know what I done. Neither god or you can forgive me. I saved you from the not enough of a man you once had, to just tear you down. My intentions were never planned, I never knew that I would be capable of such foolishness. Foolish acts; all end in disappearances. I can't believe I let you down. The fake image I made you see with your tears, I wish it was over. You been so faithful. I appreciate the nights you woke me up. The times I've kissed your lips while you called me "baby" I felt like the only boy in this one planet. I feel like I should of treated you more than my only one; my true one. I know you're my only one. I lost you to that ONE, only one who doesn't fit into our equation.
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Silly'o me. I should of held you tighter in these arms of mine. The truth hurts, yes it does. I've had my doubts and regrets, and I cant seem to neglect my tears. I just want you to be my only one. Sadly I know that's laid to rest, your heart is unreachable.
