Scary mindset, horror movie
I second guess
My mind has curved me enough
I think my mind is at its weakest
Perhaps I'm just dumb "ugly"
Intelligence comes and bops off my head
She thinks I'm hideous
Her god knows it
I wish I can help it
I'm really stupid
These ideas can be clueless
If I had one request
I'll request a one night stand
A one night stand with me hanging
I think I sense my weakness
I'm feeling something that isn't right
The best of me is gone
My friends can only bring me down
Fuck them, but I'll do the same to I
I've wondered too what's wrong with my head
Funny enough he has my favorite sweater
The only thing that actually holds me
I feel like an actual embrace is happening
A mother to her daughter I feel connected
Never knowing what it feels like to know
How do you scholars do it? Is it that easy?
Am I that corrupted?
I feel numb
Every sentence I give you I feel prone to being ignored
I know you want to see my last breath tonight
I still am affected by too much flame in my head
I feel actual weakness in my soul
Pour me up a 5th and let me hit a zip
My constant big dreams are too much
These sad thoughts are a hologram to her
Drugs tame me
These tears will have to do
I'll regret keeping in contact but I feel so lost
I really am a mask ready to be put on
I'm just a huge mess that has no middle
Spread out like kush
My mind sizzles to me attempting a smile
I wish I can have her
Happiness is what I wish I can have
A genuine smile?
I haven't seen him in so long
He might just be lost
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Thursday
PoetryThe depths of my mind and dialogue of it all. My thoughts. My fakeness. My lies. My confessions. My Raw mental conversations. My weakness. My complicated life. The nonsense that creeps up in my head when I'm thinking. There is no need to understan...
