A Broken Heart (Shoey)

Chapter 18- Fear And Confessions

Chapter 18-

<Shane's POV>

I pulled Joey's blanket over me, inhaling his scent.

Where was he?

I decided to watch Cupcake Wars until Joey got home.

Just as I got to the good part of the episode, I heard a high pitched voice from downstairs.

"Hi Hitchyanya! Hi Cornyanya!" He screeched.

I turned off the TV and pretended to be asleep.

"Shaney?" Joey whimpered, walking into the room.

He giggled when he saw me "sleeping".

He leaned down and pecked me on the lips. As he pulled away, I opened my eyes and pulled him onto the bed, rolling us over so I was on top.

"Oh my god Shane!" He sqealed. "You scared me!"

I smiled. "Don't be so cute when you're scared and maybe I won't scare you!" I sassed.

I leaned in close to his ear and said in a low tone- "Scratch that. You're sexy when you're scared."

I nibbled on his ear and I felt his face heat up.

"Sh-Shane this is the worst time to be horny. I need to talk to you!" He stammered.

I kissed him one last time and got off of him, laying beside him.

"What do you want to talk about?" I asked.

He looked everywhere but me. Oh no. Why was he so nervous?

I took both of his hands in mine and he smiled and looked up at me.

He took a deep breath.

"So you know how at Sawyer's last party, he was talking about something stupid that I did while drunk?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Just tell me Joey."

How bad could it be?

He did look really nervous. But this is Joey that we're talking about. He wouldn't do anything to hurt anyone else!

"Shane... I got Meghan pregnant."

<Joey's POV>

He just sat there, emotionless.

I searched his eyes for something, anything!

What was going on with him?

"Shane? Are you alright?" I asked, squeezing his hands.

Then it hit me. Oh no.

Did he forget to take his medicine?

<Shane's POV>

"I got Meghan pregnant." He said.

I sat there completely shocked. We were having a kid?

Suddenly Lisa appeared behind him.

"Well well. Your boyfriend's straight. Just as I expected." She said, laughing evily.

She was right. How could he be gay when he had sex with Meghan? He couldn't love me! I suddenly felt overwhelmed with anger. What gave Joey the right to toy with me like this? I hate him, and I will make him pay the price.

"What do I do Lisa?" I asked, tears rolling down my cheeks.

"You need to kill him for tricking you and lying to you. Once that's done, you need to kill yourself so we can be together again." She said.

"You're right. It's for the best." I said, standing up and walking to Joey's closet.

"Shane? Are you even listening?" He yelled, starting to get angry.

I grabbed a scarf from Joey's closet and walked over to him, his expression showing one thing.

Fear.

<Joey's POV>

He was obviously not all there.

I trembled in fear as he walked over to me holding my scarf. He had an evil smirk.

"Let me tie you up Joey. I won't hurt you, love."

I cringed at the nickname. This was the Schizophrenia talking. Not the Shane that I fell in love with.

"Shane no. Just put the scarf down so we can talk this through." I soothed, trying to calm him down.

He laughed. "Sorry love, but I'm afraid that's not gonna happen."

Think Joey....

Think...

Shane was really close to me. I let him reach for my arm and waited for the right moment.

"Sorry Shaney..." I whispered before I connected my fist with his face.

He fell to the ground and I took this oppurtunity to run downstairs towards the door.

Just as I got halfway down the stairs, Shane tackled me sending us rolling down the stairs.

He sat on top of me at the bottom of the stairs laughing evily in my face.

"It's cute how you thought you could get away." He sneered making my blood boil.

I wanted the real Shane back.

He stood me up and pushed me roughly against the wall. He tied my hands behind my back, the scarf so tight that it cut off my circulation.

He turned me around and pushed me against the wall again.

"Don't move and maybe I won't kill you."

The tears started falling down my cheeks. What am I supposed to do?

I watched Shane like a hawk as he started pulling knives out of a drawer.

My whole being trembled when he turned to me.

"Joey my love, we're going to play a little game. It's called, stay still or die." He said.

I couldn't think straight. My mind kept racing with thoughts.

My world stopped when he picked up a knife and aimed it at me.

"SHANE! I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE! PLEASE SNAP OUT OF IT!" I screamed.

It was a long shot, but it was worth a try.

I studied his expression as it quickly changed from confusion to anger.

"SHUT THE HELL UP OR I'LL JUST KILL YOU RIGHT NOW!!!" He screamed loudly, making the whole house shake.

I sobbed harder and stood as still as possible.

I was too young to die...

Me and Shane were supposed to get married.

We were supposed to raise our baby together.

We were supposed to grow old together, and live a long happy life.

That was all about to be taken away.

I shut my eyes tightly, and clenched my fists.

I will always love you Shane...

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