Caught Up (Kellin Quinn Fan Fiction)

Chapter Thirteen

(A/N: Sorry, I know I never update. But I promise I'm going to update soon- This time I mean it... I'm going to start writing the next chapter now! 

I hope you like this chapter- its a little bit of a filler... but please COMMENT. Nag me to update otherwise I never will! 

Thanks for reading!)

-Bianca (Binx) 

Chapter 13: (FYI, I do not encourage anyone to do drugs. I am against hardcore drugs like meth, coke, heroin, ecstasy, LSD, etc.  Please do not think that by writing this story, I am endorsing these types of substances or substance abuse in general- my intention is purely to entertain my readers.  Thank you for understanding, and I hope you enjoy this chapter!) 

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Modeling was weird.  Alysha brought me to meet her friend in the agency who was looking for someone who was ‘my type’, and I was immediately thrown into a shoot.

It’s safe to say that Kellin wasn’t happy with my decision.  The day after the party I told him what Alysha said to me about me having the right look, and while he tried to seem excited for me- I could tell that he was not thrilled about me exploiting my body for money.

During the shoot the photographer told me to just “act natural” but I was finding that difficult. A thin piece of cloth draped over my breasts was not really enough coverage for my tastes.  Being a well-endowed young woman was not always something I was comfortable with- as I was one of the first girls my age to hit puberty.  By the time I was a freshman in high school I wore a D-cup, and I clearly remember having to work with guys in my class who would just stare at my chest while talking to me.  I wasn’t usually the type to exploit them, but that’s just what I was doing here.  

“You look really uncomfortable- just relax and look sexy!” Alysha encouraged me while I took a quick break from being in front of the camera, “You won’t usually be this bare, they just want to test you and make sure you’re up for it!”

“Okay, I can do this. Its just photos anyway, right?” I said, trying to convince myself. 

“Exactly! Photos you get paid for!” She replied, pushing me back onto the set. 

I removed the robe from my body and placed myself the way they asked me to: lying on my stomach with my elbows resting on the ground. The camera faced me- positioned so the lens picked up a view where my elbows blocked my nipples.  They asked me to raise my hips so the camera could pick up more of my back and butt, and after taking more shots from all angles that way I was allowed to take another break.

I walked over to Alysha while putting the robe back on my body.  “Al, I’m not sure about this. What if Kellin gets angry that I’m showing so much of my body to the rest of humanity?” I expressed to her quietly.

“I know what you’re feeling, believe me I felt the same way at first, but you have to realize that Kellin isn’t always going to love everything you do… for example- did you tell him about what we were doing the other night…?” She asked, referring to the meth.

“No. I was afraid of how he might react.” 

“Well there you go! Mike doesn’t know I’ve done it. And I don’t think Justin or Jesse know about Lindsay or Ashley’s experiences either. The point is, we are lucky enough to have really talented boyfriends- but they spend a lot of their time away from us… so while they have fun touring the world- we have to have fun here… and after you get used to it modeling is a lot of fun! It comes with lots of perks, and plenty more of that fine crystal.  And if that doesn’t sway you then just remember that this is a good way to make a lot of money really quickly. This way you can be a little more independent and not rely on Kellin for everything- even if he CAN afford it.”

“You’re totally right- I need to be my own person, I really can do this!” This time I believed the words that came out of my mouth, and with a newfound confidence I returned onto the set for the last pose that they wanted.

My body faced the sidewall, while my head looked straight at the camera. My shoulders slouched a tiny bit and my arms folded over my chest with my hands covering my breasts. I gave the most seductive smile I could manage to the camera- and several shots later I was done.

“That was great Binx! Absolutley amazing.” The boss, Tom, said most flamboyantly.  “We would love to have you back for another shoot next week if you’re interested…?” He questioned as he handed me my check for today.

After starring at the $1800 I just made in shock for a few seconds, I agreed to return next week. 

On our way out of the building, Alysha asked, “How does it feel? Your very first photoshoot and it went perfectly!”

“It feels… amazing!” I said, feeling totally sure of what I had just done.

“Good! Now we can celebrate!”

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Three hours and several bowls later, I was feeling like I was on top of the world. This meth hit so much harder than the pot I usually smoked with Kellin.  Don’t get me wrong, the weed was good too, but the meth was amazing. 

Alysha, Lindsay, Ashley and I were all sitting together in Alysha’s basement just relaxing and celebrating my first shoot.  Sleeping with Sirens and Pierce The Veil were recording their new album- so all the men were in the studio from dawn to dusk everyday. 

I thought about going home a few times. I wanted to be home when Kellin got back- but I lacked the motivation to get up off the couch.  When Kellin texted me asking when I was coming home I decided it was time to call a cab.

A round of goodbyes, a few spritz of perfume and I was off. Leaving my new friends to their fun and going home to Kellin.

I just hope he can’t smell the guilt I’ve been feeling.