Table for Two | TaeKook

Five

a/n: i love all of you.

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My heart was a mess.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before opening the door and walking out of the bathroom. I quietly slipped my shoes on and ran outside, not giving Jimin any time to protest about me leaving or try to stop me.

Even worse? It was raining.

Even worse? I didn't know where I was going.

I jumped into my car and drove, driving in the dark, black shadowy night as the rain fell heavily on the roof of my car. I didn't know where I was going, but at the same time I did. My mind couldn't function as it took me to somewhere that I didn't want to be.

My brain fought with my body for a little while, trying to revolt the signals of going left, and replacing it with going right. It didn't work. Soon enough, I was in front of my house, Jungkook's house, and I couldn't stop myself. My head slipped and fell down to land onto the steering wheel as I sobbed quietly.

I loved Jungkook.

I still love Jungkook.

Although Jin's words echoed in the back of my mind, I knew I'd go against Jin's orders. I knew I'd run back to Jungkook the moment after we got divorced. I knew I'd cry myself to sleep every night until he was in my arms.

...Or what if, maybe, just maybe, someone else could replace him? Just like how he replaced me...

I knew it wouldn't work.

But it was worth a shot.

I grabbed my stuff and went inside, expecting Jungkook to ignore me like usual. But as soon as the door opened, the younger boy ran up to me and sobbed, falling on the floor and begging for nothing to happen.

"Jungkook," I said quietly. He looked up at me with hopeful eyes and my heart took a huge leap in my chest. I wanted to hold him in my arms forever, I wanted to protect him, I wanted to love him. But I couldn't do that. Not anymore.

Atleast... Not for now.

"Jungkook," I repeated. "I think we need to get divorced."