The Drug In Me Is You

The best night ever!

Today is going to be the best day ever! My brother is letting me go on tour with his band because I wanna be in a band someday. Hello there, the name is Samantha Vincent, I'm 20 years old and I can't forget I'm traveling with my brother Jacky Vincent the lead guitarist from Falling In Reverse. I can't believe it, I just can't I get to hang out with Falling In Reverse!

"Sam, c'mon they're here!" Jacky shouted at me in the airport.

"Coming Jacky!" I yelled back.

I grabbed my iPhone and walked towards Jacky. Gosh lets see, that's Ryan, Ron, and Derek but where is Ronnie?

"Hey little one!" Ryan said as he hugged me, "Ronnie's waiting in the car lets go!"

We all walked to the red car. Out came the one and the only Ronnie Radke! Is he gorgeous or what? God damn it Samantha stop fan girling!

"Hey you must be Sam I'm Ronnie." He smiled.

"Hi." I said trying to smile back.

I sat in the back seat of the car next to Ryan. I fell asleep dreaming of the life I would have if I was in a band of my own.

"Wake up Sam!" Ryan yelled in my ear.

"Jesus Ryan!" I growled as I smacked him in the arm.

Woah this house is beautiful, no wonder why Jacky doesn't wanna come home! I followed Jacky into the house. Ronnie then showed my room which was right across from his. I sat my bags down on the bed and changed into work out clothes.

"Ronnie do you have gym here?"

"Yeah its down stairs." He smiled.

As I was walking down stairs my phone started ringing. It was Brad my boyfriend! I can't believe it!

"Hey Brad!" I smiled even though he couldn't see me.

"Sam we're breaking up, I found someone new."

I hung up on him. He broke up with me! I turned the music on, and Bullet Proof Love came on. Slipping on the boxing gloves, I started crying. My mind was filled with angry thoughts but I took my anger out on the punching bag. I could have done this all night but, my emotions got the best of me and I broke down again. Someone was coming down stairs so I tried wiping my tears away. Ronnie and his pitbull Charlie came downstairs.

"Sam are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine Ronnie."

"Don't lie to me Sam what's the matter?"

"My boyfriend Brad broke up with me."

Ronnie pulled me into a hug. As I looked up, our eyes met. He lifted my chin up and kissed me. Ronnie pulled away because someone came through front door. We went to the kitchen where we found the boys with pizza. I stood next to Jacky and told him the news about Brad.

"Eh Brad was a no good fuck face anyways sis. You got us to protect ya." Jacky said.

It was around 12:00 a.m. when Jacky went to bed. Ronnie and I were still up watching TV. It was difficult to try and keep my eyes open so I headed up to my room. Ronnie was right behind me when he caught me by my wrist.

"Come to my room, I wanna talk."

He sat on one side of the bed facing me as I sat across from him. Ever since Jacky joined Falling In Reverse I've had a huge crush on Ronnie, I just don't know how to tell him. I never told anybody and I never will. I could sense Ronnie was staring at me.

"You wanted to talk?" I asked.

"Yeah, why would Brad dump someone so beautiful like you?"

"Because he's an asshole that's why." I smiled.

I looked down at my wrists and noticed my scars. My escape when everything went down hill. My eyes were tearing up as Ronnie held me in his arms.

"You're beautiful inside and out. I love you Sam." Ronnie whispered.

We kissed.