The Drug In Me Is You

They're just fans.

Month: May

For the second time I'm going on tour with Falling In Reverse! I'm so excited! We're touring with BVB so that means I can hang out with Reyna! Ronnie and I finished packing them headed to the tour bus with the boys.

Staring up in the ceiling I laid in bed thinking about things. Things like if I haven't gone on tour with Jacky then I wouldn't be dating Ronnie. If my real mom and dad didn't abandon me I wouldn't be here right now. But I'm thankful for everything.

"Good afternoon sleepy head." Ronnie said kissing my nose.

I hate when he does that because I scrunch my nose. We sat their for a few minuets with out speaking but just enjoying the peace and quiet. And the quietness didn't last for long because Ryan walked in on us laying on the bed kissing.

"Did I interrupt something?" He asks covering his eyes.

"No you didn't." I said getting up and putting on a fresh pair of clothes.

"Well then, Ronnie we need to go over things before the set time. Sorry Sam."

"It's fine Ryan." I said pushing past him.

As walked into the lounge area Jacky and Derek were playing COD. Grabbing another controller I sat next to them and joined in. When Ronnie came out I left my controller and walked by him. I followed him into the bathroom and watched him fix his hair.

"Babe... you know I have to go the set tonight otherwise I'd be with you at a restaurant or something." He said.

"Yeah I know. I miss our late night talks. And dinner dates." I sighed.

"If you stop I'll take you out tonight after the set?"

"I can deal with that." I said kissing him on the cheek.

Yay! What am I gonna wear? Oh yeah that really cute snug black dress Ronnie likes and my red lace bra and panties he likes in case something happens tonight!

Before Ronnie left he kissed me goodbye and smacked my ass.

"Oh you little bitch, you'll pay!" I giggled.

It was around 7:00 p.m. when I decided to get ready and wait for Ronnie outside. While I was waiting for Ronnie I checked my Twitter. The fans always have something mean or ignorant to say to me.

"Ew @LilVincent24 Ronnie doesn't like you. He just wants you for sex."

"@LilVincent24 nasty whore."

"@LilVincent24 go kill your self. Ronnie deserves someone hotter than you!"

Gosh are these fans mean! This is the reason I want to hurt my self sometimes. I was walking back to the bus to get my jacket when someone was calling my name. Turning around I saw two girls, they must be fans.

"Look Emily it's Ronnie's little whore Sam!"

"Ew you're right Sasha!" Emily snickered.

"Go to hell." I mumbled.

"What did you say whore? Did you tell us to go to hell?" Sasha growled.

"Did I stutter?" I snapped.

"Let's go teach this whore a lesson!" Emily yelled.

As Sasha punched me I tried to run but Emily caught me. They beat me so bad I was gushing out blood.

I blacked out while being left for dead by the tour bus.