The Drug In Me Is You

Good Girls Bad Guys

Ronnie's Pov

Just laying here in the morning watching Sam sleep is the best. Watching her toss and turn flipping her shiny light blue hair back and forth is funny. I wanna wake her but I don't want to ruin her dream. I'm really glad Jacky accepted Sam and I being together.

Sam's Pov

The bright sunlight woke me up. Sometimes I would just love to sleep in, I really would. My tired eyes finally opened up. Where's Ronnie? I put on some grey and black basketball shorts and Ronnie's hoodie and walked out of the room.

"Hey how was wrestling last night with Ronnie?" Ryan asked me.

Being so tired, I am not a morning person I can be a bitch at times. And today is the day.

"Shut the fuck up Ryan will ya!" I growled and walked outside.

I walked to the PTV bus and was greeted by Mike. God damn does he reek of weed!

"Damn Mikey you smell!" I laughed as I hugged him.

Grabbing a piece of bacon I sat down next to Vic. We watched TV for a while then we traveled to the SWS bus so we can surprise Kellin. In the bus I quietly sat my coffee down on the table. Vic and I quietly snuck to Kellin's room and jumped on his bed.

"Kellin!" Vic and I yelled.

"Hey Sam we gotta a surprise for you!" Kellin laughed.

"Is it gonna be like last time's surprise?"

"Nope even better. Meet us by the beach at 11 Ronnie can come with too!" Vic said shoving me out the bus with my coffee in my hand.

Dragging my feet back to the bus I got a text from Ronnie.

Ronnie: Babe where you at?

I turned the door handle and walked in. Ryan was on the couch, Jacky was playing with his guitar, Ron and Derek were playing video games, and Ronnie was waiting for me by the bedroom door. Jacky was trying his best to not pay attention. I walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed looking at Ronnie. He sat down next to me playing with my hair.

"Babe...... Is it okay that we go to the beach with Vic and Kellin? Apparently they have a surprise for me."

Ronnie stopped playing with my hair and looked straight at me. He obviously didn't want to go because he had an annoyed look on his face.

"Ugh yeah fine." He said rolling his eyes at me.

He was laying on the bed staring up at the ceiling. Did I piss him off? I grabbed his hand and started looking at all his tattoos. Wow did he have a lot! I have some tattoos but not a lot. He finally sat up and faced me.

"You have any tattoos?" He asked.

"Yeah one behind my ear, one on my lower back, one on my hip, and one on my right wrist."

He looked eager to them, so I took my top off to show him. On my hip it was the Machine Gun Kelly logo Lace Up. On my wrist it says 'Fuck the rest'. The one behind my ear is an infinity sign. Last but not least the one on my lower back says 'Tragic Magic'.

Ronnie started kissing my neck leaving marks. He worked his way up to my lips. This started out as a make out session and was turning into sex.

"Ronnie what if they hear?"

"They won't pay attention princess."

We lied on the bed with our hands intertwined. I looked over at the clock and it was passed 11.

"Ronnie it's past 11! I said we would meet them at 11!" I said getting dressed.

I dressed in shorts, a Falling In Reverse tank top, and black converse. Ronnie kept me close to him to make sure I was okay.  Vic was waiting for me smiling.

"Surprise Sam!" Kellin and Vic shouted.

It was Machine Gun Kelly! 'Calm down Sam, Ronnie is right there!' I had to say to myself.

"Well that's a very nice surprise but I have to go. Bye!" I said as Ronnie pulled me away. 

Later on:

I was helping the merch girls sell things then went to watch the Falling In Reverse set. Ronnie was singing my favorite song Fuck The Rest. From a far I could see Ronnie winking at some blonde haired girl. I just blew it off as if it was nothing.

"This song is for you and your mother too." Ronnie sang and pointed at some girl for her to come up on stage. 

'She's just a fan relax Samantha' I had to keep saying to myself. After their set I was looking for Ronnie but I couldn't find him. I had to look for Vic to help me.

"Sam I thought I saw you with Ronnie back in the bus?" Vic says.

"No I haven't been with him since 11 am." I answered.

Where could he be? Is he with another girl? Did he go with the boys?

Vic walked with me to the bus to find Ronnie. On the bus I found Ronnie's and the blonde girl's clothes by the shower. He was with another girl. I knew it!

"Just grab some clothes and you can stay with me." Vic whispers.

That's what I did. I can't believe Ronnie. But it was my fault because I knew the risks of being in a relationship with him. But it's over, Ronnie and I are over.

I walked along side Vic to his bus. It was warm outside so I put a hoodie on. There was a bonfire going on tonight by the beach so I went with Vic. Vic pulled me down on his lap. Kellin, Andy, Reyna, and Mgk showed up.

"So Reyna, Andy how did y'all meet?" Vic asks.

"Well, I was being bullied from the crowd and Andy had the security stopped the concert and brought me backstage. Then Andy and I started flirting." Reyna says smiling at Andy.

That's so sweet, just like when Ronnie and I met. Tears were streaming down my face because of Ronnie. Vic wiped the tears off my face and started to hold me.

"Sam, whats wrong?" Reyna asks.

I was too sad to answer so Vic answered for me.

"Sam's asshole boyfriend Ronnie was having sex with another girl in the shower." Vic growled.

Everyone was quiet for awhile. When Mgk decided we should sing for entertainment. Kellin and Mgk went first by singing Alone. Now it was Vic's turn. He started singing my favorite song from Pierce The Veil.

"Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can

Do that's gonna ruin my night

(But there's just something about)

This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy

Licking your fingers like and you're done and you've decided

There is so much more than me

And baby honestly it's harder breathing next to you I shake I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat I'll be the fire that'll catch you What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole Nobody prays for heartless Nobody gives another penny for the selfish (You're learning how to taste what you kill now)

"Alright Vic it's getting late let's go." I said taking Vic's hand. 

I check my phone one last time before going to bed.

Me: Ronnie it's hurts to say this but we're done. I saw you and that blonde chick having sex in the shower... Now I know why good girls like bad guys their poison.