Sarah’s POV
Something doesn’t feel right I feel awake I feel everything around me but I can’t move or speak I feel helpless hearing first Uncle Liam cry then everything Kyle said now mum and dad I just want to tell them I'm fine but I can’t it’s not fair I just want to open my eyes but I can’t I hear the door open and someone walk in
“Niall, crystal I think you two need to go home and get some sleep Kyle’s here now you two have been here over a week”
someone I think aunty Abbie says I hear shuffling
“mum I’ll be fine just get some sleep you BOTH need it”
Kyle says followed by a closing door
“Sarah it’s just us now mum and dad need sleep but don’t worry I’ll be here for you just like always I'm so sorry I wasn’t there for you that night this is all my fault I'm sorry sis”
he says I hear him sit down next to me and feel him take my hand but I still can’t move no matter how hard I try I just can’t instead I have to just lie here and take it hearing everything that is said weather I want to or not I don’t get a choice I hear Kyle start to cry I NEED to comfort my twin I try to open my eyes focusing all my energy on trying until I manage to open them I look over at Kyle who looks back shocked
“Sarah you opened your eyes”
he says still shocked
“Kyle I love you I can’t stay awake long I just want you to stop blaming yourself it is Alex’s fault not yours just don’t blame yourself and I love you and our family especially you mum dad and Larry but I'm going back I can’t stay I'm too weak”
I say slipping back into darkness…
Larry's POV
I wish Kyle would stop blaming himself it was hard to watch my best friend since forever torturing himself over something that wasn’t his fault it was Alex it was all his fault I never liked him he seemed ok but when he cornered ne that day and threatened to bash my head in if I tried anything on Sarah I haven’t liked him since I sigh as my phone starts to ring I answer
“yo”
I say forgetting to check who it was
“Larry Sarah was just awake she said some stuff and blacked out again she spoke to me Larry she said it wasn’t my fault and that she loved us all please don’t let her die Larry I NEED my twin I need my little sis I need her Larry I need her”
he says before bursting into tears
“Kyle calm down I'm sure Sarah will be fine and it isn’t your fault it’s Alex’s so don’t blame yourself ok Sarah's right she would have been weak I'm sure she's fine just calm down and breath ok”
I say hearing Kyle’s breathing return to normal again
“thanks Larry and I know that I just can’t stop thinking what if like what if we hadn’t gone out that night what if mum and dad were home or even worse what if she doesn’t make it”
he says he was over reacting
“Kyle stop thinking like that ok it’s in the past we can’t change it what is it uncle Zayn says something about the rollercoaster of life something like there are always bumps on the rollercoaster of life or something like that anyway I need to go I’ll pop in later ok”
“ok Larry thanks see you soon bye”
he says before the line goes dead Sarah was awake she said she loved us what if uncle Ni and aunty crystal hadn’t gone away what if she does go what will Kyle do I don’t think I want to know I need to stop thinking like this take my own advice but then again what if those were her last words…
i have a bit of writers block... but i should be all good i got my laptop back now and im thinking maybe 1 update a week untill OFNP if done then i'll do more :P but untill then imma try my best please vomment (vote+comment) :)
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A Hero Forever (Best Friends Sister Book 2)
Fanfictionthe twins have grown up but that doesn't mean everything is fine... what happens when Niall and crystal go away and leave the kids home alone? read to find out ;)
