A Hero Forever (Best Friends Sister Book 2)

she's gone :(

Niall's POV

It has been a month since my little girl was taken from me a month the house was fixed and Kyle refused to leave the house apart from school which he was doing so much better in I still can’t believe it but I was the best off one here I had gotten over it the fastest in this house sure I miss seeing her smile and hearing her sing in her room but life moves on I'm sure she's up there now smiling down on us telling us to stop grieving and to move on I had tried to talk to Kyle but he kept pushing me away we have always been close and it hurts me to see him push us away like this even Larry who is sitting on the couch

“still won’t open the door?”

I ask looking over at Larry who looks up and over at me

“yea didn’t even answer this time I’m worried about him do you have a spare room key or something?”

he asks I sigh and get up walking into the kitchen and grabbing the keys off the rack why hadn’t I thought of that before? I throw Larry the keys and follow him up stairs bit going into my room to find crystal asleep on the bed I sigh and lie down with her pulling her into my arms feeling he wake up

“Niall?”

she asks hugging me back and looking up at me

“mm?”

I ask playing with her hair

“I have to tell you something”

she says sitting up I pop myself up on my elbows and looking into her eyes

“Kyle”

I hear Larry yell I run down the hall and into Kyle’s room only to see my son lying on the floor a bottle of pain killers in his hands I hear crystal scream behind me as Larry calls the ambulance I had only recently lost my daughter and now my son could be gone to I bend down and check his pulse and feel it light but steady there is still hope for Kyle.

~~a week later~~

Kyle's POV

 I have been out of the hospital for 5 days my attempt had failed I know I shouldn’t have tried but I just can’t take it I know I'm shutting everybody out but I just want to be alone I don’t ever want to talk to Larry anymore I miss my sister I NEED my sister.

I keep having dreams every time Sarah's there and she asks me to help but I can’t I don’t know how to help her I just can’t no matter how hard I try she ends up fading and I'm left standing alone or the other one is she's trying to tell me something but I can’t hear her she tries to yell it out to me but I still can’t hear her and I start running but she starts disappearing and I never get to hear what she says I keep calling but she doesn’t come back I try to chase her but I can’t I keep trying until I wake up back into this hell hole.

I sigh and dig up my blade again from where I hid it from Larry I find it and pull it out moving it through my fingers watching the light reflect off it sighing I hold it against my arm this is for you Sarah I drag the blade up my arm watching the blood raise to the surface and run down my arm the pain felt good it took my mind off Sarah for once I focus on the pain again dragging it along again causing more blood to run down into the sink in my bathroom dad had taken all the pain killers out of my room and hidden them they are disappointed in me I don’t want them to be but they are I clean up my arm and hide all evidence letting fresh tears run down my cheeks as I lie down on my bed if Sarah was here she would tell me to talk to dad so that’s what I will do unless I get my way and don’t wake up.

once again the song on the side Jordan Jansen :) if you don't know who he is check him out :) anyway aw poor Kyle what do you think crystal was going to say? :) please vomment (vote+comment) :)