A Hero Forever (Best Friends Sister Book 2)

Have To Tell

Crystal’s POV

I sigh and fall backwards on the bed Niall was out with Kyle for the day I know I have to tell them but it just feels to wrong like I'm going against Sarah although if she were her she would tell me not to be silly and to tell the boys so I will when they get back until then I guess I can have a sleep.

“Sarah?”

I call my beautiful daughter turns around

“mum”

she says walking forward

“why are you here?”

“I'm always going to be watching mum you need to tell them dad will be happy it’s Kyle I'm worried about but he will grow to the idea don’t think you’re going behind my back mum you’re not I'm happy please tell Kyle to stop hurting himself and mum I love you guys so much just know I'm always watching I have to go I love you”

Sarah says already beginning to fade

“I love you to baby”

I call before falling back into the darkness of sleep.

“Sh don’t wake her up”

I hear Niall whisper somewhere close

“can I let her go now dad?”

Kyle asks from the other side

“now”

Niall orders and I feel something crawl on top of me my eyes fly open and I come face to face with a puppy or more a white fluffy snowball I sit up and the boys join me

“Niall”

I start

“crystal look she is a cute fur ball you always said you loved dogs like this so I thought why not”

he said looking me directly in the eyes I smile and hug him

“ok then what is her name?”

I ask looking at my boys

“I was thinking snow”

Kyle said patting the puppy on the head

“I like that”

I reply looking to Niall who nods

“snow it is”

I say smiling I guess now was the best time since Kyle is out of his room

“guys I need to tell you something Niall it’s what I was trying to tell you a week back”

I say Niall nods and takes my hand

“Kyle please don’t freak out I know this is unplanned but this happened before Sarah passed while we were away I'm pregnant”

I say looking at both the boys to see their reactions Sarah was right Kyle did take it bad he stood up and ran to his room locking the door I sigh and turn to Niall who had a smile on his face

“do you feel this is betraying Sarah?”

he asks hugging me

“no I'm positive she wants us to be happy and move on just trust me”

I say as Niall hugs me

“I trust you I always have ever since I walked into you that day at Liam's I knew you were the girl for me I love you crystal Horan”

he says as I hug him harder I feel him kiss my forehead

“Niall I'm going to talk to Kyle”

I say watching him nod and sit back down playing with the puppy I walk to the door and unlock it walking In to find Kyle in the bathroom with cuts down his arms he hears me and looks up scared I smile

“Kyle come on put the blade down I think we need to talk”

“no it takes the pain away”

“Kyle I know how you feel trust me on this”

“no you don’t”

I show him my arms the old scars still there in places from the time Zayn found me I manage to get the cuts clean and Kyle sitting down on the bed

“look I felt like this when I thought your dad was cheating on me I ran away and Zayn found me half dead from blood loss it doesn’t help Kyle trust me what does is knowing that your twin sister is looking down on us right now happy that we are trying to move on what if it was you would you want us to move on?”

“well yea but that’s different”

“no it isn’t don’t think I'm trying to replace Sarah no one will ever replace her but this was meant to happen I got pregnant before Sarah passed and when the baby comes I will love it just as much as I EVER loved you two ok just remember that there will always be a special place in my heart for both you and Sarah but also for the little child in me right now I just hope you accept that”

I say hugging my boy

“I understand mum I'm sorry I know Sarah is happy for us and she won’t want me hurting myself or pushing you guys away I would stop but I can’t”

“we are here to help ok anything you need just ask ok we are always here”

“thanks mum I love you”

I smile standing up knowing Sarah is looking down on us smiling.

sarah will come up more trust me :D also im going away on friday NZ time so i won't be able to write any this weekend which is when i normally type so please don't get angry i need a break from this place i need to talk to dad and i NEED to go to the warehouse :/ there isn't one here and they sell 1D stuff i'll try type some up tonight and tomorrow night :) thanks for being so awesome guys also pick of snow in sidebar if it works :)

also if one of the boys kids eg harry's daughter were to date Kyle or Larry  would that be like incest? or perfectly fine? please help :P