A Hero Forever (Best Friends Sister Book 2)

in the hospital

Kyle's POV

This was all my fault if I hadn’t gone out Sarah wouldn’t be where she is now in the back of an ambulance on her way to hospital we get out at the hospital and the doctors race Sarah into ED I sit with Larry and uncle Liam in the  waiting room I look up and see uncle li looking at me I nod and take my phone out this should be fun I dial the number and put my cell to my ear it rings a few times before dad picks up

“Kyle what's up aren't you supposed to be at a party?”

he asks sounding a little worried

“umm dad I'm uhh not sure ahh how to say this but I ah we well me and Larry went out and well”

I cut myself off and try to get it together I was fighting back tears this was all my fault if only I hadn’t gone

“spit it out boy”

dad says I try again to find my voice and the words to say

“I only had a few Larry was walking me home Alex ran past we got back to the house on fire and Sarah trapped inside we are at the hospital now with uncle Liam”

I spit out as fast as I can before I break down in tears

“dad it’s all my fault I should never have gone”

I say sobbing I head back to the waiting room

“Kyle don’t say that you didn’t know this would happen can you put Liam on please”

he asks I pass the phone to him and collapse on the chair next to Larry

“Kyle it’s not your fault”

he says rubbing my back I sit up and look him in the eyes

“yes it is I should care as much for my sister as you do I shouldn’t have drunk that much or had that smoke if I had been responsible like you or uncle li Sarah wouldn’t be in here we would be at home watching a movie or something like that this is wrong this is all my fault I shouldn’t be so stupid it is my fault Larry I'm a bad brother Sarah deserves better like you or something not me”

I say Larry looks a bit shocked but it’s true I'm a bad brother I'm stupid so stupid I look up again as Larry starts to speak

“stop that you are NOT a bad brother you respect you sisters decisions and privacy you’re not over protective and that’s why she loves you SHE LOVES YOU believe me this is not your fault if you hadn’t gotten drunk we wouldn’t have found her in time and how were you suppose to know this would happen it’s a good thing you got drunk it’s because of that, that we are here and not at uncle Liam's crying for her loss at least this way she has a chance don’t sell yourself short you are a great brother and Sarah has told me many times she is glad you’re her brother she loves you so stay strong for her what if your parents saw you like this it would break their hearts stay strong for Sarah”

he says shaking me a bit I look up towards the door and see uncle Liam standing there  watching

“Kyle your parents are on their way back and Larry is right everything he just said is true you have to stay strong for Sarah don’t let your mother see you like this trust me you have no idea what she is like when it comes to this sort of thing I think you need some sleep boys how about I take you back to Larry’s house and you two get some sleep”

he says walking over and putting his arm around me consoling me maybe they were right me and Sarah did get along pretty well we didn’t fight much and we weren't afraid to stick up for each other or show our love for each other unlike most siblings we were close we all are the whole ‘family’ I sigh and hop in uncle Liam's car they were right I would stay strong for Sarah I have to stay strong for her she will pull through just like she did when we were born and through everything so far she had to make it she had to or else I don’t know what I’ll do but it won’t be pretty...

so i updated and next part will be up tomorrow