Your waiting at home quietly for your boyfriend paul to return from the studio. Things have been getting rough. You've seen this beautiful friendship been destroyed over the year. Paul's been a long time, it's almost ten at night, anyway now could be they're last working together. This could be the day, what of it is? What would you do? There your friends as well.
You wait and wait, you yawn as you should've gone to sleep a long time ago. You silently pull the covers over yourself and hug the downy pillow, you think about the boys and feel sad again. It's ok though, you know paul will be home soon and will come all sleepy and hold you safely in his arms.
You close your eyes as start to drift off to sleep.
You sleeplily look around the room in search for the clock. You pat your hand around until you find the little button displaying the time. It's only been an hour since you fell asleep. Wait, paul still isn t home. You allay and worry about the worst possible things.
You finally hear the creak of the front door, it's Paul. You haven't seen him all day, you can't eat to see him. You shudder as the front slams. Must of been the wind carrying it. What is he doing? Why isn't he upstairs getting ready for bed yet? You all of a sudden hear the sound of things smashing and hitting the floor.
You decide to go see what is going on. You quietly step down the stairs and peek through the door way. Paul standing in the hallway throwing all of his things angrily on the floor. "Paul, whats making you so upset?!" You stand behind him." Well maybe it's fucking John Lennon and Yoko Ono and all those assholes!" He kicks the ground." Paul those guys were your friends" you say quietly." How could they do this to me?!" He yells angrily." Why was I always hiding this?! How I feel! Does nobody think of what we actually want?! What I actually want." He screams."paul I-" he all of a sudden starts to break into a hard sobs. He falls to the floor and starts sobbing. You sit beside him and he holds you tight.
" y/n, they were my best mates , how did this happen, how did all the fame hurt us this much?" He cried." Paulie I know it doesn't seem like it but it's going to be ok. There's still time to make it right" you said a little unsure. He didn't say anything for a while. He sat there thinking. It's almost two in the morning." Y/n?" He Asked." Yeah?" You said while yawning." I really don't know what I'd do without you.
