When you had woken up this morning everything was as usual. You had gotten out of bed, showered with your favorite sweet smelling shampoo, got dressed casually and made some breakfast. It was about 10:30 and a little rainy and foggy outside. You put on some converse and a denim jacket and looked around for John, he wasn't in sight so you assumed he had gone to the studio with Paul early this morning to work on the new album,
He had seemed a little tense and the past couple of days and went to bed early last night.
You didn't bother leaving a note for him and left the apartment with a slam of the door. The rain had let up a bit so you decided to walk through your town to the coffee shop and then maybe have a look through some records.
As you were walking you had wished John was with you to entertain you, you guys got along so well. You felt so lucky he was your boyfriend. The thought made you grin and feel warm inside. You got to the coffee shop and ordered a drink to go. It was taking quite some time and you felt awkward standing there waiting. After you finally got some coffee you decided to sit at the counter in front of the giant windows that overlook the sleepy downtown.
Even though it was lovely you decided to move on to the record store a couple doors down. You heard the familiar bell ring on the door as you stepped in and looked around. A cute boy around your age was fascinated about your every move. You didn't buy anything but you decided to be polite and mutter a thank you." Hey, aren't you Lennon's girl?" He asked you obnoxiously." Yeah, he's my boy." Girls had started looking at you so you left while you could.
Good thing John hasn't been there or he would of been mauled, he's lucky he was at work. You started to walk home but an antique store caught your eye so you checked their hours to see if they were open. It's Sunday today? Could of swore it was a tuesday. John wasn't at work then, but where was he.
You Quickend the pace and when you finally got home you opened the door, kicked your shoes off and looked for John. He hadn't even reminded you he was off. Probably out having a good time with Paul or something. You scoffed. You weren't really in the mood to watch tv so decided to head upstairs and look for something to do instead . You walked up the wooden staircase and went into your room. You went to get a sweater when you heard a weird sniffling noise coming from the bathroom. You cracked the door open a tiny bit and saw John on the floor with his knees up to his face.
Was he crying? He sobbed a little. You had never seen him cry like this. You didn't want to overwhelm him so you just went and sat a couple feet away from him on the floor. He turned his head and looked at you but quickly looked away again. " what's going on johnny ?" You said softly."what's got you troubled? " he looked up at you with the most heartbreaking little face and hiccuped an "I don't know" he continued to sob so you just stayed put to give him some time to think and tell you what's wrong.
But to. Your surprise he scooted closer to you and cried into your chest, forcing you to put your arm around him. " do you want talk or do you want me to leave you alone?" You asked. "Don't l-leAve me alone, I just feel like shit" he cried." Well let's go downstairs and get you fixed up. You ushered him into the living room. He sat on the couch and immediately curled into a pillow. You crouched in front of him and rubbed the hair away from his forehead. "Do you want some tea?" You asked softly." He nodded as he cried so you went to the kitchen and heated some tea in the microwave that you had left out.
Like he would notice the difference. When the tea was warm you brought out to him and he took little sips. He then lied down on your lap and guided your hand to his hair. " want some cuddles?" You asked."uh huh " god he was so cute. You gave him hugs and kisses, stroked his hair and gently rocked him. You started to rub his back which you didn't know was his weakness, it just felt so good to him. He started to feel sleepy when the bad thoughts of the studio and recordings came back to him.
He sat up and cried again , this time holding you. "Please n-never leave me «" he cried. " I would never John , you know that I love you" you gave him a quick kiss on the lips. All of a sudden the door bell rang." Be right back" you smiled at John.
You walked over and opened the door, not expecting to see Paul there. Paul had had a little crush on you but he knew how much you loved John so he didn't get in the way, even though he got a bit flustered near you." Paul? » " you asked." Oh y/n!h-hey, I uh brought John some flowers, oh! But you can have some too! You know if you want! But Uh anyways I felt bad for upsetting John so I came to check on him " he rambled on. " oh, uh, yeah come on in" You walked over to the couch and hugged John close in your arms . Paul almost couldn't apologize, he felt so jealous of John right then.
" hey John, I'm sorry about earlier. You know I get stupid sometimes when we're recording and I'm so sorry" Paul said sincerely." I forgive you" he mustered a little smile." Why don't you sit down, Paulie." Paul's heart skipped a beat when y/n called him that. She put her other arm around Paul to cuddle him closer. Paul just gazed up st your beauty.
